Mother fvcking feels

Ditto

Okay so, this one is basically Luke and Michael as one, like i cant even describe it. I'm using Luke's name because
L comes before M. If you're a Luke girl then he's confident in this one, go with him, but if you're a Michael gal, then he's like a softie ;) enjoy. ITS MINE DON'T STEAL IT. thank you :) let the games begin.

P.s. L/M means Luke or Michael

Tested and tried, you'll make it through the fight

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I looked at L/M once more before saying goodnight. He was leaving at 4 am. I got to bed as i hear him shut the door and i feel a wave of loneliness wash over me. I need him...

Me and L/M first met 2 years ago at a High School dance. Me and Y/B/F went to another school just to be funny rebels
(A/N: it feels good to be a gangster ✌✌)
There was a guy there she was crushing on and i was basically left alone from then on. I was standing by the punch table when some guy walked over. "Oh I'm sorry" i said moving out the way a bit. "Oh no you're fine!" his blue (or green) eyes smiled and so did his lips. "Why are you uh...standing here alone?". I rolled my eyes and shrugged. "Well my FRIEND was supposed to be having fun with ME... But instead she's over there with some guy named Allen." L/M was laughing at my pain and that's when i knew he was pretty easy going. He went on to tell me that he was here alone because his FRIEND was talking and dancing with some girl named Y/B/F. "Omg i cannot believe that!" you exclaimed. When you told Y/B/F about it, she tried to take credit for your friendship, but you weren't about to let that happen. Eventually you guys talked more and more and boom. There was a relationship. He told you he wanted to meet you parents, but they didn't like the fact that he wanted to quit school. The totally disapproved of the relationship. But either way you loved him because he was amazing. And through the years, your relationship has gotten stronger. You support him in everything and the one thing that matters to him the most: his music career. He wanted to be the lead singer/guitarist. You were sure that was gonna happen. He soon got the bands work out there and tons of people wanted to take them in. They got a record label and and started making more and better music. This is where the dilemma comes in. When you're famous, you tour. And that's exactly whats happening now. You were devastated when you heard how long he'll be away. A year. A whole year. He reassured you it would be quick, but you knew that wasn't the case. You'd be missing him everyday of 365. Today was December 6th. This means he would miss every holiday there is. He said we could work it out but honestly, i had no idea what was going to happen. If it worked out, it would be hard, and if it didn't it would be even harder. It could really go either way. Once upon a time you told him that and he got mad at you. He says you don't trust the relationship and if you don't trust the relationship, then you aren't putting enough in. I guess he was right...i just don't want to expect the wrong thing. I was expecting L/M to be here by now. Its been over 20 minutes since i last texted him. Just as i thought that my door bell rings.
"Its L/M" you hear from the other side of the door. You open it and L/M runs to the dining room table and sets about 6 bags on it.
"You would not believe how heavy those things are" he tell you he kisses your lips passionately and sits on the couch with his feet on the coffee table.
" i was late because i went to the store to get stuff for tonight" he tell you as you peek through the bags and you see all sorts of candy, soda, junk food, and sweets, and a pre-cooked box of pizza.
"you see, This is why I'm in love you." you smile and hear him chuckle across the room. You turn around and sit next to him with a bag of chips in your hand.
"Well like normal people, I'm in love with you because you're amazing." he says.
"Yeah that's what i meant....you bought me food, therefore, you're amazing." you grab a handful of chips and toss them in your mouth. He smiles widely and kisses your forehead.
"Thanks babe" he tells you.
"You know why i really love you, silly" you tap his nose and he turns to face you.
"Actually you've never told me" he says as he reaches his own hand into the bag. You finish chewing as he looks up from the bag to your eyes.
"Well you've never told me either." you grab another handful.
"If i tell you" he chews "you have to tell me" he demands. And you nod grinning.
"You've always been super cute and funny" he starts.
"Tell me something i don't know" you smirk and he playfully rolls his eyes. He continues,
" and you're always there to listen to me when I'm high, and hold me when I'm down. You're truly amazing." he smiles and grabs another handful of chips.
"HEY" you slap his arm
"You couldn't wait till you were finished talking to eat your damn chips?" he giggles at what you say.
"well they're yummy." you roll your eyes and smile.
"Okay your turn" he says and you pretend to think.
"Ditto".
His mouth falls open as his eyes are wide.
"I cannot believe you" he tells you disappointed. You smirk and lean in to kiss him, but he backs away.
"No. No kissies for you. Bad girl" he scolds you.
"Oh tell me more daddy" you laugh and his cheeks flush a shade of rose red.
"Y/N I'm serious" he pouts.
"How about" you kiss his neck "i show you" you smile and feel him swallow hard under your lips.
"...uh..." You laugh to yourself.
"That's why i love you. Because you'll let me do anything and i love the way you react." he chews on his lip ring and watches you.
"You're so sweet you know. So nice and loving. I could only hope to be as great as you" he takes your face in his hands
"anyone would be lucky to even touch you sweetheart. That's why I'll be jealous when I'm away. You won't have me here to be overly protective." you sigh folding up the bag.
"Babe I really don't want to think about it"
He pecks your lips.
"I'm sorry sweetie." you nod and fold up the bag of chips and laugh.
"Babe let go"
"But I'm still hungry" he explains
"You don't want to waste your appetite on one thing!" you place them on the counter and sit close enough to L/M. He wraps his arms around you.
"Okay, lets get this movie night started."

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Around 11 pm, you wake up to the credits flashing across the screen. You turn to see L/M beautiful eyes shut and his plump pink lips apart. You softly rake your fingers through his hair gently to wake him. He hums and his eyelashes flutter.
"Hey" you whisper. He looks at you softly but you know exactly what he's thinking. You sigh.
"Come on" you get up and he engulfs you in an airtight hug. You try to do it quietly, but your sniffle is as loud as ever. He sways you back and forth.
"Please don't cry" he tells you, but you cant control the tears streaming down your face.
"What do you mean im not crying." he chuckles a little and kisses you gently and slow.
"Im gonna miss this so much" you say.
"Im gonna miss you so much" he tells you wiping your tears with the pad of his large thumb.
"I actually wanna give you something. Close your eyes". You close them and you feel something soft being pulled over your head. You smile.
" its your beanie" you say.
"Keep it" L/M says. You bite your lip and slides the ring off your finger.
"Then you can keep this." he protests that you keep it, but you slide it onto his pinkie anyway.
"I love you heaps." he tells you.
"I love you too." you smile a little and watch him get his bag.
"Be safe okay? Ill call you, text you, skype you...ill buy you things. You giggle.
"Ditto."
"Maybe ditto can be our always?"
"Shut up you dork" you laugh.
"Im your dork." he tells you next to the door. You kiss him once more and walk up stairs to lean on the railway. As you do so, you feel his eyes staring a hole into your back.
"I love my dork" you respond.
"I love my girlfriend" he smiles sadly and you return the smile. You look at L/M once more before saying goodnight.
"Goodnight princess. Behave okay?"
"Ditto".
He smiles at you for the last time.
"Ditto".
I walked into our bedroom and shut the door and get into bed. Not long after, you hear the front door shut. He's gone now. You can actually feel it in the atmosphere around you. You get a single text from L/M telling you 'i miss you already'. 'ditto' you reply. And from that point on you smiled yourself to sleep thinking about L/M.

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Omg hey guys so turns out, this one is long asf so I'll have to make two parts. Anyway hope you enjoyed!!! Cya on da flip side *snaps fingers*