Mother fvcking feels

Worth It Part 2

Mirror Mirror, On The Wall

Sup babe, part 2

WARNING: MAJOR SMUT...KINDA

"Thanks for today Bell. I had a ton of fun."
"Don't even worry about it Chica! Today was awesome, I'll need to go shopping again in a week or two" she laughs.
"Of course you will. Bye bye bella bell"
I say getting out of her car and closing the door. She waves and drives off. I watch her go and slowly turn around heading up to me and Cal's apartment. I open the door and walk into a dark house. I close the door quietly, assuming Calum's already asleep. I head upstairs to our bedroom and notice an empty bed.

Okay maybe he's working late at the studio. Songwriting. I turn on the shower and take off all my clothes. Once i get inside, i almost forget about all the stress and depression i conjured up. I said almost. I stand under the shower head for about 10 minutes just thinking about everything and anything. I get out and dry myself off and go to my drawer for underwear. "Great..." they were all dirty. And so is my hair, considering i forgot to wash it in the shower. I got the ones Bella bought for me and put them on. Walking back into the bathroom, I turn on the shower again and brush my teeth waiting for it to heat up. I spit and look at myself in the mirror, feeling all of today's sorrows fall back on my shoulders.

"You're so disgusting...you don't deserve Calum. He deserves someone better. How could you be so selfish and hold him back?" i whisper to yourself. My eyes roam my body and falls onto something behind me.

"What did you just say?"
My eyes diverted to Calum standing behind me, and looking at me through the mirror.

"I..thought i was home alone..." i said softly feeling embarrassed he caught me this low.
"I was in the music room. I fell asleep on the couch." he says, his voice full of empty emotion. I look down at the sink and hear Calum's footsteps get closer.
"I asked you a question and i expect an answer." Cal says sternly.
"I didn't say anything"
"Don't you dare fucking lie to me" Calum says rather deeply.
"I'm not!" Calum walks closer to me and as i try to back away he yanks my arm back and pushes my back against the wall.
My head is bowed down, looking towards the ground.
"Look at me". I screw my eyes shut keeping tears from escaping and he takes my chin in between his thumb and his forefinger.
"I said Look at me." i open my eyes and look at his which are boring into mine.
"I'm not going to ask you again" he says firmly. I can even feel his breath coating my lips. Its obvious that he's pissed already, so the more i stall, the worse.

"I said i was disgusting and I'm not pretty and that i don't deserve you" i say choking back sobs. "Bella's so skinny and perfect and that's what you need, that's what you want!"
"Why would you say that Ashley?! Do you know I'm in love i am with you!?"
His eyebrows knit together and his Amber orbs look away from mine as he turns around and lies with his back on the bed and his feet on the floor. I slide down the wall and sob into my hands.

"I hate myself so much". Calum sits up with his head in his hand and sighs a frustrated sigh.
"Ash, honey, C'mere". I cautiously walk over to him and stand in front of him as he holds my hands in his, looking up at me.

"You're so beautiful Ashley. Everything about you its so amazing. I love your body, and i love all the hidden freckles and birthmarks you have. Like this one" he kisses right below my bra.
"And this one" he kisses my hip. He looks up at me and wipes my cheek from tears.
"Right here baby"he pats his thigh, but i reject.
"No I'm too heavy" i counter.
"Ash, come on, don't be like that."
I sigh and sit on his thigh.

"Ashley i don't want Bella, i want you. You're thicker than Bella and i love that. You're so sexy princess. You're thighs are to die for and ass is complete perfection. You're more than enough, i need you. I wanna show you Ash...i wanna show you what you do to me...how you make me feel. he looks at me for confirmation.

I slowly nod and within a second, his pink lips are against mine. His lips taste so sweet. He presses me deeper into his chest and kisses me deeper, sucking my bottom lip. He leaves my lips and attaches his to my neck, causing me to whimper in delight. He curls his fingers around my other thigh, and pulls it behind him, to where I'm now straddling his torso. Placing love bites on my neck, he bucks his hips upward against my heat, making me moan out in pleasure.
"You're so fucking sexy babe" Calum moans against my lips and reaches down to discard my underwear, which was now practically soaked. I lift my hands up his shirt and try to discard the item of clothing, but he whisks my hand away and laces his fingers with mine.

"Take it off sweetie" he says, motioning to me bra. I shyly unhook the notches and toss it to the ground.
"You're so pretty baby, why can't you see?" he whispers kissing my collar bone, before going down to kiss my boobs. He softly bites and digs his fingers into my hips.
He picks me up with my legs still secured around his waist, and places my feet onto the floor. I can't help but wonder what he's doing when he turns me around with my back against his chest.
"Cal what are you doing?" he covers my mouth with his hand and puts his lips to my ear, giving me a simple 'shhh'.
"I'm taking care of you, princess"

He opens the closet door that holds our full length mirror. I look at Calum through the mirror as he slowly takes his hand down from my mouth. He kisses my ear and rests his chin on my shoulder.
"Look her Ash. Look how beautiful she is"
He whips my tears and covers my mouth again when i start to sob.
"She's the love of my life. I want marry her one of these days. I want to see her like this all the time. God, she drives me wild" he says no longer looking in the mirror, but at me. I feel him kiss my temple and slowly start to rub my clit.
"I love you" he tells me. He sounds so serious which is getting me so high. I sigh out of euphoria and bite my lip, sustaining my moans. I love you too Cal. so much. He means everything to me. I feel him start to go faster and i close my eyes savoring every moment.

"Open up princess. Let me see those pretty eyes". I open my eyes and see Calum smiling like he's so in love. With me. And i can't help but smile even wider because that's alot to believe. Its hard to believe. I lean back up against his chest, letting him support me. He kisses my cheek and dives his head into my neck breathing softly and whispering how much he loves me and how sexy i look. I close my eyes again, the ecstasy taking over my body. He bites my neck and slips 2 digits inside of me causing my eyes to shoot open and whimpers to seep from in between his fingers.
"Good girl" he praises me and takes his hand from my mouth and wraps his arms around my stomach. His fingers go faster and i throw my head back against his shoulder as Calum kisses my neck.
"Cal-"
"Shhh, baby girl, i know"
He whispers another 'i love you' and makes me open my eyes to witness my nerves start to unravel. If it weren't for Calum holding me, would've sunk to the floor.

He picks me up again kissing me quickly before lying me down on our bed, and turning the bathroom light off.
I feel my body sink into the bed from Cal's previous actions. Considering the fact that calum was fully dressed the whole time, i could hear in in the background taking off his clothing and finally he slid in bed beside me. We turned to face each other and just looked at one another for a few seconds.
Cal gave me a little Eskimo kiss making both of us giggle.
"I'm sorry"
"No, no, no, for what, hon?"
"For how i was before. For what i said before. For what i thought before..."
"I just hope you're okay now ash. I wanted you to know how beautiful you are." i nodded understanding.
"I'm so deeply in love with you. If you left i'd be a wreck"
"No i will never ever leave you Ash. I need you too much. I promise."
Softly i say okay and he wraps me into his chest breathing in the sent of my hair.
I hear Calum sniff.
"Did you wash your hair?"
"I didn't have time!!" i hear cal laugh and playfully push me away.
"I only date chicks who SHOWER"
"Fuck you" i say laughing
"Looks like someones up for round two!"

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Omg That was unbelievably long!!! And I'm double exhausted because like i said before i got to 1,876 words and wattpad crashed!!! Can you believe it? It took me hours to write this so i hope you enjoyed!! It was totally WORTH IT (HAHAHAHHAHAH DID YOU GET IT) though. i love you all and have a nice day!!