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Ashton Irwin - Heartbreak

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A soft knock at your apartment door interrupted your current episode of a Netflix show you had gotten hooked on. It was so quiet you probably wouldn't have heard it if the tv was turned up any louder. You wondered who it could be since it was almost eleven at night.
Groaning, you reluctantly got up from the comfortable position you had previously been in on the couch and quickly scurried to the door. Without looking, you swung your door open to reveal your best friend, Ashton. His head was down and his shoulders were slumped forward, sparking curiosity within you as to why he wouldn't look up at you. "Ashton?" you spoke softly, worried about his reaction to your words.
You heard a light sniffle from him before he lifted up his head. Having to stifle a gasp of surprise, your eyes took in his appearance. He had dark bags under his eyes, making him look more exhausted than usual. His cheeks glistened wet from tears and his usual beautiful hazel eyes seemed dark and clouded. "Oh my god, Ashton, come in," you tugged on his flannel sleeve to pull him into your dimly lit living room.
He let you drag him in, his mind seemingly lost in thought. You pulled him towards the couch and sat him down. You kneeled in front of his knees, looking up at him. "Ashton, what's wrong?"
He didn't answer, but instead let out a choked sob, more tears cascading down his face. Your face softened dramatically and reached to cradle his face in both of your hands. "Please, Ashton. Please tell me what's wrong?" you pleaded, swiping your thumb across his cheek to collect a salty tear that had fallen.
"S-she br-broke up with m-me," he hiccuped.
"Andrea?" I asked, referring to his now apparently ex-girlfriend of two years.
He nodded and leaned his face into my hand. "Ash, do you want to talk about it?" you asked, hoping he would open up to you, seeing at you two had been best friends since you were toddlers.
"She, um, s-she said that I-I was away too much, and-and she said that about two weeks ago b-before I got back she..." he paused, attempting to stop the ocean of tears that were spilling from his eyes, "she cheated on me (y/n). She f-fucking cheated on me," he let out another sob which caused your heart to shatter.
You sucked in a breath and scooted closer to him, almost sitting on his lap, "Ash, I'm so sorry. I really am," you tugged his face up to look into your eyes, hoping he could somehow know how horrible you felt for him.
He sniffled and nodded slightly, still holding your gaze. "Listen to me Ash," you started, staring into his slightly dark eyes, "she is a stupid bitch who doesn't even know what she lost. She just lost the best guy in the whole freaking worl-" you were cut off by his lips crashing into yours with so much force you almost fell backwards onto the coffee table behind you.
You were shocked for a moment, the feeling of kissing your best friend felt foreign. It took you a couple moments to compose yourself before you started kissing him back, moving your hands to grab his hair, pulling him closer to you.
You pulled back suddenly, wanting an explanation for his sudden display of affection. When you opened your eyes you saw that his were still closed in complete bliss. He had a small smile on his face, one that you hadn't seen all night which made your heart flutter. When he finally opened his eyes, the clouds that darkened his eyes seemed to have disappeared, leaving his eyes the beautiful, familiar hazel color. He took shallow breaths, his smile falling, waiting to see your reaction.
"W-what was that for?" you nearly gasped.
He shrugged, "I don't know. I guess I've just always wanted to do that," he admitted, his cheeks turning a light shade of pink.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him for a couple of seconds more before pulling back. He beamed at you, his previous sadness gone, replaced with elation. "I love you (y/n)," he whispered, feeling the need to because of your close proximity.
Those words had been said by both of you many times to each other, but this time it held a deeper meaning. Something about the way he said it made your stomach swarm with happiness. "I love you too, Ash."

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