Mother fvcking feels

The little thing he likes about you (Ashton)

Yasss 201 reads guys thanks a tonnnn. To everyone who reads my stuff, I'm actually really glad you do, even though the numbers are low, I've seen some books that don't even have as many reads as i do and that's sad, but its all for you. Enjoy.

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Pampering.
You and Ashton had just gotten back from the last concert....for the week. He's been so busy lately and you can see it in his eyes, even when he denies it. He's so sweet, putting himself off for other people and keeping his feeling to himself to not burden others, but he needs to understand that his life matters too, if not more. You stress this to him all the time, but he just smiles and says he's fine. You know he's not.

While Ashton's slugging behind you, you hear him humming a tune from Good Girls. You look back at him and notice his disheveled appearance. His hair is so fluffy, his posture is totally off, and his voice is raspy. He had fallen asleep on the ride here, and when you woke him up you saw a pink tint rise to his cheeks. You could tell he never wanted to admit he was tired, and when he said he wasn't asleep, you simply let it go, knowing it would make him feel better. Even though you had watched his cute eyes lock, his nostrils breathe, his chest rise, and heard his quiet snores, you let him have it.

You slide the card through the slot and watch the light turn green. Twisting the handle, you step in and prop the door open so Ashton could walk in while you put up his bags and everything. You had insisted to take them because you wanted to be as helpful as you could for Ashton. You wanted him to get a great sleep. You line his suitcases against the wall, and close the door behind Ash.

"Babe, get naked" you tell him when you notice he was watching you with a slight smile stretched across his cheeks. And without even asking, he begins to strip, clumsily tripping over his pant leg and giggling. You walk into the bathroom and turn on the shower, watching the steam kiss the mirrors. You walk back out and see Ashton standing fully naked, mesmerized by the soccer game's rerun on the flat screen with his hands by his sides. You smile and walk behind him, gently pushing your tiny hands into his lower back and leading him to the bathroom.

"Take a shower and don't come out until you feel completely relaxed." He mumbles and okay and heads to the bathroom like you said. You pull out fresh underwear, and a shirt for him and lie it on the dresser, so the only thing he has to do is throw them on and hit the sheets. You take off your clothes as well, and lie out some for after your shower, and walk into the bathroom, sliding down the nob beside the switch, to give the room a much sleepier and cozier feel.

You walk into the shower and witness him washing his hair slowly. You take his hands in yours and place them to his sides, hearing a soft sigh fall from his lips. You run your fingers through his hair and lather the strands with shampoo. Gently, you run your hand across his face, rinsing the soap from his eyes, and hair.

"Did you already wash?" you ask quietly, wanting to keep the laziness in the air.
"Mhmm" he nods, leaning his forehead against yours. You look into his earthy eyes and see nothing but love, kindness, and peace, and wonder how you could ever score anything better. You can't, and you won't try. You watch the drops of water on his lips, and smooth them away with your finger. You also watch it slowly drip from the ends his curly hair, and how it seems to be riching the color of his eyes, and hydrating his pretty eyelashes. He presses his body, and his lips against yours and pushes your back against the wall. His eyes practically screamed the word sequence 'i love you', but they were also fighting to stay open.

You reach behind him and turn off the water as he apologetically smiles. You slide the door open and step out grabbing the nearest towel, which was hanging outside the shower.
"C'mere cupcake" you coo, and watch his cheeks flush for the second time tonight.
You wrap the towel around his waist, and sit him down in front of the mirror. Grabbing your hair dryer, and your hair brush, you set it on the counter and plug it in.

"This will feel good i promise..." you oath, and start brushing his hair. His eyes instantly flutter closed and and his pink lips divide from each other. You brush through the knots, and as you finish, you get your heat protectant spray and lather it into his hair.

"That smells yummy" he whispers with the corners of his lips turned up.
"It's gonna stop the heat from breaking your hair and making it brittle" you inform and watch his eyes fill with wonder.
"Really?" he asks again, softly.
You turn on your dryer and start waving it across his hair and nod.
"Really" you confirm. He closes his eyes once again and you start to brush his hair once you see his hair getting fluffy.

Shutting off your dryer, you take your hair tie from around your wrist and tie his hair up in a bun.
"Go ahead into the bedroom, ash" you instruct and put the supplies back where you got it.

You go into the kitchen and pour coke in a cup, and add the right amount of NyQuil. You wanted to get Ashton to sleep as fast as you could. You come out and go back into the bedroom to see Ashton playing with his hair with the hair tie now around his wrist. Shaking your head, you hand him the liquid (sizzurp, lol jk) and finally put on your clothing.

"Uh..whats this?" he says taking a sip cautiously.
"Its coke. Caffeine will help you stay up with me" you lied. You knew you had gotten the caffeine free kind. You sit next to him and tie his hair up again as he finishes his dosed drink. You turn off the t.v. and the lights, and lie down on your side.

Ashton wraps his arm around your waist and hugs you from behind.
"Hey y/n?" he asks with a soft voice
"Mhmm?" you answer with your eyes closed.

"You were really helpful tonight. You made everything so much easier. How can someone so beautiful and perfect be attracted to me? i know i may have seemed like a burden tonight, but i promise, you are so appreciated and i will always be there for you just like you're here for me. I love how you love taking care of me. Even though its my job, you always pamper me, and make me feel loved. You make me feel so confident, and i hope i make you feel the same way, hun. I love you y/n. With every little part of my heart." he whispers slowly, as he rubs tiny circles on your bare hip.

You smile a smile bigger than ever and turn around in your boyfriends arms. You look up at him and kiss his stubbly chin.
"Oh Ashton... I love love love my boyfriend with a burning passion. I would do anything for you. I love taking care of you, i love being lazy with you...i love the feeling of you needing me..."
"And that will never change sweetie. I need you more than air. Kay?"
You nod and peck his lips.
"Kay..." you start thinking to yourself about Ash.
"You know, you do make me feel confident. Maybe not all the time, but that's natural. You love me and I lo-" you look into your boyfriends eyes, just to see them shut, blowing cool air out of his lips.
"Love you".

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Hey guys!! This was actually longer than i anticipated, but oh well!! I'd like you ro know, i have an A in all of my subjects! Im trying to get a scholarship so i don't have to pay for college. But that's years from now, thanks for reading, hit that star, and have a majestic day!