Serenity [h.s]

*Enamor

Towards the end it gets a bit mature so just keep reading because there is very important dialog if you get uncomfortable x

- It's gonna hurt, It's gonna hurt, You're gonna cry, Sometimes, It's gonna hurt, It's gonna hurt, You're gonna cry.

It's so good to love someone so much that it hurts. I don't know how people survive this. Honestly, I don't. - LOL

Harry Styles

It's been three days of playful bickering and makeup sex constantly. I had to go back to work eventually even though I dreaded it. To my own pleasure Summer agreed to come with me, keeping me company as I finish up some paper work I had to send out to other companies.

My minds been a sea full of thoughts, worrying if she doesn't love me as much as I love her. Or just plain out love me. I loved her incredibly and I've never felt this kind of emotion towards anyone before besides my family. But that love is different.

The love I feel for this woman.. is so intense.

I took a quick glance at Summer, she was typing away on her phone with a frown placed onto her lips. I put down my pen and stood up, walking quietly to her.

When I crouched down in front of her, looking up,  a small smile removed the frown and she set down her phone.

"Are you done with paper work yet?" She asks. Her clear ocean eyes bored into mine and I let out a small sigh with a smile.

"Not yet, unfortunately, I have a lot, but it's alright I'll get it done." I spoke quietly and she rests her hand on my neck, caressing softly, her fingers play with the hairs falling on my shoulder.

"Okay," she breathes. I kiss the side of her mouth my forehead resting on hers.

"I already miss you," she smirks and sighs, bringing me to squeeze in with her on the massive chair. I let her sit on my lap, her feet dangling off the armrest.

She plays with the tie of suit, fixing it up. "I miss you as well,  Styles." I grin sheepishly and allow her to lower her head, my lips touching hers.

"I want to go on a trip with you," I tell her softly. I watch her intentive features.

"You have work," she answers apprehensively.

I shake my head. I wanted to be able to tell her I loved her, but I didn't want to make it too cheesy, as she would say. I knew this woman wasn't a romantic but I wanted to make it perfect. I had something in mind.

"I'll bring my laptop, and if I have some free time I'll squeeze it in, don't worry about it." She inhales and closes her eyes, nodding softly.

"Nothing fancy, I don't like that shit," I chuckle.

"Never," my lips mold with hers swiftly and she straddles my lap, her bum on my crotch, making me throatly moan. I squeeze her thighs and she parts her lips allowing our tongues to graze each other.

"Harry," she mumbles but continues to kiss my lips with urgency and softly.

I hum, my heart beating hardly against my chest, her breathing harsh. She pulls away slightly and looks into my eyes. Her lips were swollen and her eyes were vibrant.

"I-I," she pauses and my breath hitches in my throat. I part my lips and she sighs.

"I care about you," my hope deflates and I smile softly, ignoring the pain in my heart.

"I care about you a lot, Lowal. If you haven't noticed, I'm going bloody mad just to make you mine again,"

These few days I've been trying to get her to be my girlfriend once again, but she always brushes it away, with a few mumbles. It's like she's scared something will come and ruin it again. But I know on my damn life I'd never let that happen.