Pushed To The Limit (Malak Watson and Jaden Rosa)

Why Would You?

May's P.O.V.

"Stupid.....Ugly" I say with the blade to my wrist. I slowly move it down my wrist, nothing happened. I push is a little harder and it works. A little blood drips down my arm and I draw lines on my wrist with a blade. 1...2......6..........9!
I clean my wrist with water.Another tears slips down my face.
"H-how could she say that?" I say sobbing into my arms. "Everything they say is true! Everything people have been telling me my whole life is t-true!" I sob even harder at my memories.
"Im ugly..."

Flashback 1

There is a rumor that my crush from school likes me but I don't think its true. Im sitting on the swing pushing myself slowly. The swing stops and I look up to see Malak, my crush. "Hey May, I don't like you, your an ugly dog" with that jose walks away.

End of Flashback 1

I look at myself in the mirror and wipe my tears away. "Fat"

Flashback 2

It's lunch and my friends all left me and there lunch I was watching there stuff while they all went to get sporks. There food was all gathered around me and I just sat there waiting for them to come back. "Haha, look at the fat girl all alone!" Someone says. Everyone laughed including my friends. A guy came over to me and whispers "Your beautiful and skinny!" I smiled and hugged him, "thanks" I say. Once my "friends" came back with there sporks, I throw there food all over all of them. "Bye" I get up with my food and there cookies they all had and walked away with the boy. That was a start of a new friendship, but I wanted more than that. To me the boy was a hero. "Oh yeah" he smiled showing his dimples "Im Jose!"
"M-may" I shake his hand. My cheeks started to heat up.
End of Flashback 2

"Stupid!"

Flashback 3

"May what is 9+10?" The teacher asked me.
"21!" I say with a smile on my face.
"Ha, may is so stupid she thinks 9+10 is 21" everyone laughed at me.
"IT IS 21!" I debate

End Of Flashback 3

"May?" Jaden knocks on the door.
"Yeah" I try to keep my voice from being to shakey.
"You alright? You've been in there for a while."
"Im fine" I say.
"Okay" he says, a few seconds later the door swings open.
"What are you doing?" Jaden questions me.
"Just washing my face" I smiled. Jaden looks around and im guessing he saw the bloody blade then he saw my wrist. "Baby" he frowned "Why would you....why would you do that?" His eyes got a little watery.
"Im so sorry" I sob, my knees got weak and I fell to the floor, Jaden caught me and goes to the floor with me "Your gonna be okay, we're gonna be okay." He cried. I have never seen the Jaden cry.
"Please don't cry Jai!"
I pause "I won't do it again"