ForeverLasting (Book 10 in Nemi Forever Series)

Chapter 8

Nick

After the New Year's fiasco, I thought I'd be okay & not let shit get to me, but apparently I was wrong. Inside my head, I was kind of freaking out, honestly & was glad I had an appointment with my Diabetes specialist, who was also my regular doctor, before I was heading to Los Angeles. When I couldn't get hard with Demi rubbing her crotch on my c.ock, I felt like something might be wrong. Then I couldn't stop thinking about it. It consumed me, actually. It was difficult to not think about it. I'd never experienced that kind of let down, before.

On New year's day, we got home kind of late & usually seeing Demi walk around in her underwear would at least make me semi hard, but that night, it was like my dick didn't care. It felt like my dick was dead & that scared the shit out of me. I pretended to be asleep when Demi came out of the bathroom, thinking she'd go to sleep, but she wanted to make up for calling me old, so she started kissing me & touching me. I tried to turn my brain off & just kiss her & touch her in response. The kiss was passionate & most of my body wanted to make love to my wife, but the part that actually needed to change, in order to make love, was letting me down again. Demi started rubbing my co.ck & I grabbed her hand, instinctively making her stop kissing me.

"What's wrong?" She asked, in a raspy voice. That tone alone, could made me hard hearing it, but not tonight, unfortunately.

"Nothing. I'm just really tired. Is it okay if we go to sleep?"

"Want a blowjob?" She asked, biting her lip.

I really wanted a blowjob, but I was so scared that she'd be sucking & sucking & nothing would happen. I didn't want her to worry or think it was her, so I shook my head. "No. It's okay. I just want to sleep." I faked a yawn & Demi's face fell a little.

"Okay. Well, goodnight." She leaned to kiss me, letting her lips linger a little. "I love you."

"I love you, too." I said then closed my eyes when Demi shut off the light on her nightstand.

It took me a while to fall asleep because I couldn't shut off my brain off. I couldn't stop worrying about what might be wrong with me. I tried to keep in mind that I was stressed & also I had drank the night before, so maybe it was just because of that. I was hoping it was something like that & I'd be fine the next day.

When I woke up the next morning, Demi was on her stomach, her ass in the air, a little, since her leg was bent. The sheet wasn't covering her, so I had a full view of her beautifully perfect ass. She had on a thong type pair of underwear, but still I felt nothing stir down below & now I felt a panic wash over me. I got out of bed, quickly & went to the bathroom. I splashed some cold water on my face, then tried to calm my body down. It took a few minutes, or maybe longer than I even realized because Demi was knocking on the door, asking if I was okay.

"Yea. I'm fine." I shouted as I dried my face with a towel. I opened the door & saw her standing there with a worried look on her face. "I'm gonna get dressed & start breakfast. I'll see you downstairs." I leaned to kiss her cheek then walked toward the closet.

"Babe, it's barely seven. The kids probably won't be up for a while. Maybe we can squeeze in some love making before they get up." Demi was biting her lip as she leaned on the door frame.

I didn't even know how to get out of this. I started stammering & stuttering & Demi looked confused. "Riley usually gets up early... and I have to... uh... I have to go check my email."

Demi's eyebrows knitted together. "What's wrong with you? Are you still mad at me?"

I made a face like she was crazy & shook my head. "For what?"