Hiccup x Astrid Just a dream

Chapter21

Hey! Sorry this story sucks!!! But um its for like 4 reasons

1.I have additions tm (september10)
2. I'm nervous about that
3.homecoming.
4. The guy I want to go to homecoming with said he would consider it and a guy friend of mine said that means he will say no. But damn it I'll die bc I see something in this dude and my sister already has a ship name for us so yeah I'm a lil bit of a train wreck but I hope u like this!!!!

Astrid

"Hic.... I love you" I say go Hiccup as we lay in his bed tangled in each others arms. He kisses my forehead. " I love you too....I couldn't stand the thought of losing you.... I'm sorry I wasn't there earlier.." I laugh a little "its fine. I knew you'd be there sometimes where you came alone or not...you're just that predictable" I smirk sitting up. He kisses my cheek " oh so you have been watching me for a while? Before this happened?" He asked as he puts his arm around me. "Yes actually...since we were 15" I smirk again. "Oh and speaking of that...did you know Heather liked you?" His smile fades and he looks away as his arm drops. "Uh...yeah...I uh i-i did actually..." I started to get worried and made him look up at me. "Hiccup is there something u haven't told me?" His beautiful green eyes meet mine for a few seconds and then he stands up and starts walking around his hut. I watch him from his bed. "The day I took Heather on a flight around Berk....s-she kissed me... And told me you weren't exactly the one for me-she knew how much I like you, anyway she told me I could do better than you. And...f-for a moment I believed her.... But as the years went by I knew she was wrong....that you are all I've ever wanted most in life... She was wrong... And she thought I loved her..." Tears began to pool in my eyes as I watched him pace across the room. I stood up. And held the tears and began walking out of the room. "Astrid!" He came up behind me. As I stopped in front of the door. "Astrid I never loved her I love you she-she means nothing to me. You are who I love..." He tried to grab my hands but I stepped away. "Look Hiccup I've liked you...for a long time...before toothless came along.... But I can't be with you knowing you even had doubts about us...." "We weren't dating Astrid..." "Yeah well it was pretty damn close Hiccup!! I kissed you the day u saved us all and since then I've kissed you at least 3 more times and we called each other " best friends" when in reality the day you saved us and we thought you were dead... I-i was ready to die because back then i- I was sure I was starting to fall in love with you.... And I cant... I- I just... I don't know if you're in love with me the say I am with you after what you just told me.... Tell me when you're sure of who you want Hiccup..." And with that I walked away leaving the guy I am in love with behind me. I don't know why I reacted that way but just knowing Hiccup had doubts about us... Well it broke me in ways no one would ever understand...because I'm full heartedly in love with the forge masters apprentice... Ever if we weren't together then... It still hurts because I knew we would eventually become something....and We were....but now I don't think we are... I think Hiccup and I just broke up......

Tht top part was a long time ago and homecoming was yesterday but I'm too lazy to go and delete what at the top lol anyway hope you enjoyed this ik Astrid kinda over reacted but would you if you thought ur bf wasn't sure of his feelings for u? I would shawty....then I'll go eat skittles(the candy or that's my crushes nickname so...yeah take that pervy if u want idgaf bruh) I hope you liked dis chiz doe ;)

~cheesydiva