Hiccup x Astrid Just a dream

Chapter50

Astrid

"Hey Val, need help with breakfast?" I asked as I walked downstairs. I don't sleep in my own house anymore, Ever since... "oh no lass.." she smiles at me. " I've got it covered.." " okay.. I'm gonna go feed the dragons and take toothless for a flight" she smiles at me again as I leave. "hey girl. Here you go" I say to stormfly as I feed her. I move to cloud jumper and feed him too. Then I move to toothless who looks at me with sad eyes. I sigh. " I know.. just eat.. I'm taking you out flying.. I know you miss it..and him.." he ignores the food and nudges me. " No toothless. Eat first.. who am I kidding...I won't even eat.." I climb on and instantly I'm hit with memories of when hiccup and I were 18 and on dragons edge. The times I would ride on toothless with him..tell him he's crazy for trying to make his own pair of wings.. the time I let him take care of me when I was sick...when we meet against mala and the first thing he did when she threatened to kill him was grab my hand...when we finally kissed for the first time in 3 years,and became a couple... all of it.. it all came to me and I tried to hold in my tears, but one fell down my cheek landing on the saddle.. toothless crooned at me and I smile at him. " I'm okay...I'm okay.." I say more to myself than to him.." cmon let's go.." and then were in the air.. we fly right over the twins, snotlout, and fishlegs, houses. We I brought toothless back I walked to the med hall and walked inside. Running a hand over his armor.. I placed my hand over one side of it and remembered what I had said when I did this to hiccup sitting next to him.

What you're looking for, isn't out there hiccup, it's in here..

As if that was enough to cry, more memories flooded through my head as I stated down at his helmet.

You know exactly who you are, you always have..but I'm still looking.

Hiccup don't

I have too

Now you know where I get my dramatic flare

Still making that joke..cmere you...

I walked out still holding his helmet and I walked over to the small memorial fishlegs made. He had a hand drawn picture of hiccup with the mark of the chief on his forehead, and a quote from Val. You have the heart of a chief, and the soul of a dragon, only you can bring our two worlds together

There were candles lit around it and the dragon eye and hiccups flaming sword were there in front of the picture. And to the side of it all were flowers the villagers picked. And i hadn't noticed at first, but hiccups memorial was right next to stoicks. And I sighed holding hiccups helmet closer. I stared at the picture of hiccup. There was small writing on the side. The chief has come home..

" I wish.." I started to cry. " Hiccup... I miss you so much..."
Take em down babe!

"Why can't this be a dream.." I fell to my knees. And rain started to pour. I could feel people staring at me but I didn't care, I clutched hiccups helmet close to my stomach as I cried harder. Suddenly there was someone next to me and the tears didn't stop, but anger flowed through me. " I need to be-" I looked up at the person and gasped. Anger left, and was replaced by curiosity, happiness, and a feeling to punch him just to see if it's really him and not just my imagination. " H-hiccup....y-you... I.." he got down on his knees pushed away his helmet, and pulled me into his arms... for a minute I stared at the ground..then I closed my eyes and hugged him back.. tears flowing down his green tunic... I could feel him crying too. " I'll never leave you milady..I love you.." I hugged him tighter at the sound of his voice and smiled for the first time. It's him...it's really him...my love is alive....

"Don't you ever leave me again..."