Hiccup x Astrid Just a dream

Chapter42

Astrid

"HE'S DEAD!!! VALKA!!!please hiccup no...please don't leave me!!!" After he was sprayed in the face with what I assume was poison he lay on the ground....lifeless....

As valka reached me she choked back a sob. She covered her mouth with one hand while the other reached toward Hiccup and as she feel to her knees.

"Oh Hiccup!!" She sobbed. She cried into her hands. I am crying hysterically. By this time I had pulled hiccup into my lap and I held his head up as my other hand rested on his chest...and I cried...I cried holding onto him rocking back and forth... Looking down through tears...."hiccup please....please don't leave me...please!" I leaned forward and cried on his chest as I kept running my fingers through his hair..... Valka now had come closer to me and was holding me in her strong embrace. I let go of hiccup slowly and turned to sob into her embrace....

The noise around us died off. Daguars men left and had taken Heather with them. Berkians all slowly came around Valka and I and they slowly formed a circle around us and Hiccup... It was silent aside from Valka and my sobs and the constant choking back a sob or sniff from one of our friends...

They Berkians all stood and honored yet another fallen Chief......

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Soon night came... Rain fell...and I sat alone holding onto Hiccups body....... Everyone else in Berk went home and now stared through cracked doors. Except valka my friends and gobber who sat in the forge with toothless....watching me and hiccup.....
I had stopped crying a while ago and now as rain poured onto me and hiccup I looked down at him and ran a finger over his face tracing along His jawline and as I did this my hand trailed down to his chest and rested there . I whispered sweet nothings into the cold air looking down at him

" I know you aren't here babe...but I love you... Save me a dance for when we finally meet again in Valhalla..."

I took a deep breath...

"You had the prettiest eyes ever hic.... And you grew up to become a handsome man.... And I love you with all my heart...if there is anyone I'd rather spend my life...its you hic.... Its always been you....when we were kids....teens...and now....and always.... I will miss you so much babe.... I don't know how I'll life without you....you were my everything....my world revolved mostly around you..... And now...my world has come crumbling down.....I promise hiccup that I will never forget you.....ever...." By now tears fell freely again and I was crying into his chest....

" I love you so much" I sobbed
"You'll never know"
Sobbing again

"How much you meant to me!"

"You were my hero...my first love...my first kiss...my best friend...you did something no one dared do...and I love you do much for it...you taught me that others will judge you...but none of them can change you.....and I will never let another person talk about you in a horrid way ever again..."

" you came to the wrong person....I'm hiccup the useless..."

His voice echo through my mind.

"Babe you weren't useless... You are hiccup the great...hiccup the dragon trainer.... Of all the viking's I've ever met...you by far...are the bravest babe... " his voice echos through my mind again. "- i love you so much Astrid. And daguar knew that-" I smiled through my tears and i leaned down and kissed his now cold lips one last time...

For this is goodbye.....