ON HOLD I'm just human. I can't be the Alphas mate.

1 prologue/meet the family.

Rose is a 17 year old girl who has life a hard live. Her parents died while she was a baby. She's been ward off the state sins she hasn't had any family left.

She's been i foster care all her live. when she hit teenager age things got bad. She was acting out and whent from one home too the next sins the adopted parents couldn't handel her.
Especially when she hit 14. She started too hear voices. At first she thought it was nice too talk too someone that could beat her down. As there conversation in her head were more frequently the voice told her too do things and she started too lash out more. One of her foster parents at the time took her too a clinic and she was diagnosed with scitsovranic. With the help off some pills the voice eventually disappeared and she became more dosiel. 

The last family she ended up with had there own methods too keep her in control. The father is everything but a good father. He keeps her in line with his belt. more or less she is the house slave sins the mother doesn't cook or clean anything. The mother is hardly ever there. She's alway out shopping or drinking with friends.

The others in the foster family are just as bad. The oldest foster sibling is Ben. he's 20 years old and becoming more and more like his foster father. then there is Jessica a 19 year old who you could call the town slut.  always in short skirts and tight shirts much too the pleasure of there foster father.

Daniel the 10 year old is a pain in the ass. Always demanding things and pulling Rose her hair to get his way.

The twins, Maggie and Bart are only 5 but two lose canons sort speak. Alway running around and breaking things.

In short a foster family from hell. Little did she know it's about too get worse. 

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I was finishing up my home work laying in my bed before i turn in for the night. I just closed my book and put it in my backpack when my sister walks in. She was dressed in her 4 inch black heels making her sleek long pale legs looking much longer ending at her leather skirt just bare covering her skinny ass. Too top it off with a white top exposing her belly button and showing off the red bra underneath.

"He skank where is my red skirt. You did the laundry right." She whined.
I roles my eyes i alway did the laundry. "it's still hanging too dry.* i responded sofly.

"it better by dry tomorrow. I want too where it too school. If t isn't your gone pay for it." She hissed flicking the door shut before i could respond.

I flicked out my light and curled into my bed thankful it was a quiet day and i didn't get beat today. Sleep wouldn't come though as my mind feared our 'father' might come in and belt me just because he didn't get a chance today.

Soon enough i heard voices from my sisters room. "He baby girl." My father said. "He daddy." Jessica responded sweetly.  I heard her bed sqweak.  "You look beautiful today." My father tolled her in a slurry voice after one off his countless beers. "Thank you daddy. I was hoping you would notice." She said seductively.  I rolled my eyes as i thought here we go again.

"Can you take off that pretty skirt for daddy so we can have some fun." He whispered.  The walls in our house weren't really thin but somehow I could hear more the most.

I heard the bed sqweaking again as Jessica wiggled out off her skirt. "Now be a good little girl and bend over."

I grabbed my pillow ad covered my ears in the hope of drowning out the sounds off the bed sqweaking rithmicly.  But my stupid sencetieve ears wouldn't let me as i heard every moan and groan. "More daddy." She whined.

Finally he let out i  slurring his signaling he was done. I snuggled back into my bed hoping I could finally sleep.

"Your not as thight as you used too be. Maybe it's time too trade you in." My father tolled her as i heard the clinking off his belt buckle. "Please daddy don't." She pleaded.

"I don't know honey. Rose looks mighty fine these days."  He stated which made me sit upright in bed. He can't posable mean that. They always call  me pig, fat ass, ugly and god knows what else. I have a curve ass but it isn't that big and a good size chest.  Other than that I'm well toned.

"Daddy you can't mean that. That tub off lard can't do anything right. She even was late  doing the laundry today." She whined.

"What ?" He growled and i could hear the door slam in the other room i quickly hid under the covers as my door flew open. "Rose wake up for your beating." He growled ripping off the covers.  He grabbed i fist full off hair dragging be from the bed. Placing me on my knees.

Without another word he pulled off his belt and struck. I learned a long time ago not too make a sound as he would enjoy it more. After the 10th strike he gripes my hair again leaning into my ear. "Next time be on time with your chorse.  Or there will be a new type off punishment for you." He whispered then liking my neck to my ear. Unfortunately I shivered. He noticed. "You like that don't you." He said while doing it again. "Next time you will be the one too please me." He whispered.

He let go and left brushing past Jessica who was standing in the doorway.  She walked over too me flicking her hand across my cheek. "You whore. How dare you take away my only fun in  this place." She hissed leaving the room.

I crawled back into bed with tear filled eyes but i wouldn't let the fall. I refused too be weak. 

My mind wandered as i thought about my escape plan that I've been brewing for almost a year. I knew as soon as i turned 18 i could leave this place but with these resant events i had too work quickly. I wasn't going too lose my virginity too such a evil pervert.

As the pain numbs my body finally sleep almost took over until the sound of Ben slipping into Jessica ' s room giving her bed another good rocking.

Ben always tried too get in my pants as well but I always managed too keep him at bay with letting him feel me up. I'm ashamed too say i had too go down on him a couple off times. I never felt that low but it was either that or get beaten if he tolled our father whatever happened at the time.

Occasionally i had some boyfriend but the wouldn't last long. Every time they wanted too goo further as in fourth base i broke it of. I'm not a pure virgin, i did go up too third base but somehow something held me back from going any further. Sometimes I feel it's the last thing i can control since everything els in my live is dictated for me.

At some point I switched teams and wondered if i wasn't intrested in boys but even though it was fun it still didn't feel right.

As the sqweaking subsided i welkomed the darkness.