ON HOLD I'm just human. I can't be the Alphas mate.

17. Finally figured it out?

Rose POV.

The following morning i woke refreshed.  I did my daily routine with a bath. I was soaking in the tub and took off the bandages. 

'Inner voice are you there?' I asked closing my eyes relaxing into a sort of meditated state, watching my breathing.

Breath in... and out....in... and out.

'Voice?' I asked again. Then it hit me. 'Or should I say wolf?'

'Finally figured it out? Heuh?' She awnsered snarky

I rolled my eyes internally. 'So how are you doing?' I asked her.

'Just like you beter the yesterday. I would have been better if we cuddled with our Comrade.' She said dreamy.

I giggled. 'Yeah.  You and me both.' I shighed.  'But he said he doesn't want a mate.' I said sadly.

She fell quiet for a bit. I was about too give up getting a feeling she was ignoring me. 'Why did he almost returned the hug, then finding us, then pulling off the doctors and carried us back too bed. Oh and those curtains it has too be him.'  She suddenly awnsered.

'Good point. I wish we could get too know him more but he's so closed off.' I shighed again.
'About these wrists. Is there something you can do?' I asked.

'Yeah. But then we need too rest some more.  You can't go running around today.' She awnsered and i nodded.

I was going too take it easy anyway. All i wanted is some new tea sins I'm almost out. A little walk and some fresh air would do me good.

When i opened my eyes i saw the wounds were gone. Al that remained were red tender skin like a sunburn.

Regardless i taped them up lightly. If they can except me as human it would go along way. Besides I'm way behind on being wolf. I needed too learn so much. Shifting is one off them.

I strolled leasurely too my closet and found that everything stocked with the new clothes and some clothes that i didn't recognised. I smelled around which felt weird but i picked out a feminine smell. It was someone else then Mia or the other girls.
The smell wasn't intimidating but yet it was powerful.

I looked over the different types off clothes and they were more off a business types off outfits. A couple off brisk white blouses and elegant skirts.

I never would've picked them out myself but I could see myself wearing them for formal meetings or something.

I grabbed some black slacks, a loose fitted blouse and some flats, adding a brown silk scarf too cover the marks on my neck and collarbone.  I grimased at the flashback i was having. Soon replaced by guilt for killing him.

When i walked in the kitchen i expected too see Mia but she wasn't there. The house was empty. After a quick sandwich i made my way too Yeva.

On my way people bowed their heads at me which I awkwardly returned with a nod. I wonder why they would go from disgust and ignoring me too egknowledge me.

I softly knocked at the door waiting patiently for her to open. The door kreekt open and she squinted her eye through the crack. She opened the door slightly and turned around. I guess I need too let myself in. I walked after her towards the kitchen and she began making tea.

She hasn't said a word. So i think it's up to me too brake the ice. I just hoop she understands me. "I just wanted too come by and say thank you for your help." She put two cups off tea on the counter. I took it and sipped it.