ON HOLD I'm just human. I can't be the Alphas mate.

13. Apologies.

I streched out my muscles that were aching from being in the same posistion all night. The sun peeked through the curtains and again i can't remeber if i closed them. 

Doing my morning routine with a shower and so on, i pulled on my black jeans and long sleeve bare shoulder croptop blouse covering my arms because off the handprint on my arm. I grabbed my sketchbook sins I plan too sketch the girls and guys at there training this afternoon. i walked down the stairs only too walk into the Alpha who came out off nowhere. 

He was reading a westernovel while walking towards the kitchen so he didnt notice me until i colided with him. I muttered a "sorry ." Surprised too see him here, he was always gone when i got up and mia tolled me he's a early riser. We stood there for a second looking at each other. I sighed tearing my eyes from him and continued too the kitchen. But the counter where I always sat was empty. The Alpha passed me into the diningroom so i followed. 

The table was set up for two. He's having breakfast with me. Is this his way to appolagise. I slowly sat down in the chair on his right as he was sitting on the head off the table.  We sat there quietly as we stacked oour plates. I was in the mood for coffee for once too help me steady my nurves soo i grabbed  the coffee pot and poored myself some and out off automatism i pored him some too. He strickes me as a black strong coffee type. Somehow it feeled natural. 

"Thank you." His  husky voice made me freeze, i bit my lip. "Sure." We ate in silence as he kept reading his book. I was almost done when his hand landed on my arm where the bruise was. I froze. His touch was feathery light, a slight pleasant tingle glowed around it.

My fist clenched unvolantairaly. My eyes met his. His eyes were filled with regret, he put down the walls for that short unspoken moment. He sighed and let go. He was appolegising in his own way I realised.

He stood up. "Do you want too come too a meeting with me?" He asked softly. I let out a breath i didn't realise I was holding. "Me?" I gasped.

He shrugged while picking up a file and his book. "You said you wanted too do something." I nodded in response gathering my own things.

"Sure why not." I stated. Following him with his long strides. I agreed because i thought it might help me get some more insight in this man fate put me with.

We walked in silence and i had too almost jog too keep up with him. Occasionally i would admire him in his long brown leather coat. A duster, i think it's called.

We entered a room near his office filled with chatter that immediately died down when we entered. I followed him too the head off the table and stood behind him uncomfortable at the stares i got from the unknown and known faces. Ivan shot me a kind smile which I returned equaly kind. Ivan placed his chair next too the Alpha while he got another chair. I nodded my head in thanks. I pushed the chair back a little so i wasn't sitting directly besides Alpha Belikov,  but more too the side.

I'm just here too watch not pirticapate.

Everybody else took there seats as well. "Let's start. Patrol reports." His voice boaming through the room.

Ivan spoke up. "Nothing new. We doubled the patrols. But there hasn't been any sightings yet." 

Alpha Belikov nodded. I tuned out there boring chatter and just took in my surroundings and the people in the room.  I gritted my teeth when i noticed Tasha was there too at the other end off the table too the side.

Apparently she's the head combat training instructor for the teenagers. I'm guessing Jesse and Ray are her assistants off sorts.  She kept glaring at me in disgust and disapproval. If looks could kill i would be dead 10 times over.