ON HOLD I'm just human. I can't be the Alphas mate.

6. Nice to meet you Alpha.

6. Rose pove.

It's been two weeks since I got here i think. It's hard too keep track of time. Every morning i draw a line on my cell wall too count the days.

Every now and then Paul visits my window and thankfully was not around when Jesse had his visits with me. We would drew or he would show me his favourite toys. He hoops too be a wolf, big and strong like his uncle, which was the picture off he drew for me. He snuck me some vaseline for my cuts which I was very grateful for.

I also had the problem that I haddend had my schizo pills in two weeks making me sweat at night. I was having withdrawn symptoms like i did when I was at summer camp once and the lost my luggage. 

It was  lunch time now and i was serving out the sausages when my foot got caught behind a chair leg. I tumbled forward landing face first into the serving dish.

Laughter erupted through out the room and before i could stand up i was pulled roughly by my ponytail up too my knees. I looked up too see Tasha holding me up with a evil glare.

"You stupid cow." She hissed flicking me back too the floor. Before i knew it i felt a sharp pain in my back and i reliesed she had her 5 inch heels digging into my lower back.

I held down my scream as i always did. I tried too stand up but she pushed me back down with her heel. A groan escaped my mouth.

A small voice in me said. Fight. It was barely a whisper but that schizo voice i had sins i was 14 was comming back slowly.

The anger that was building these last couple off days was bubbling in my stomach. Aching too take a swing at someone. "Say sorry little bitch." She ordered.

I lifted my head and stuttered. "S..sorry ma..'am."

She let out a heavy sigh. "Ugh you got sausage juice on my dress." Then she stomped her foot into my back digging in the heel even further.

"I'm so sorry ma'am." I reapeted winching.

"You better not do this tomorrow when our Alpha gets back. He would rip your throat out." She growled. Which sounded more like a high pitched whine.

She stomped off leaving me too clean up the mess. I felt a wetness at the back off my shirt and reliesed her heel punctured my lower back.

...'bitch'...

I hastly cleaned everything up and after my dinner my guard Frederick hosed me off in there basement 'shower'. This time i was given some shampoo and conditioner.

I could deal with the stares and shoving me and the pain they cause me but this was the most humiliating thing they could do too me. I felt more dirty leaving the shower then when I entered it.

They gave me my old jeans back with the open knees and a clean black tanktop that i recognised from my own bag. They still had my clothes somewhere.

I sat in my cell eating my bread  and water, sins this was also a part off my punishment for ruining Tasha ' s dress. This was my first meal after breakfast. 

The next morning the house was in a frenzy as they were getting ready for there alpha that will return just before dinner.

At breakfast the chidder chatter couldn't stop about there precious Alpha. From the conversation I eased dropped on, i pieced together he was just but brutal in his way off living. He doesn't hesestate too kill his apponant.  I heard a story about that this pack is called the white moon pack and had too fight of numerous rouges and there alpha was responsible for halve off the deaths.

It was terrefieing too know he was such a cruel man. I wondered what he would do to me. What Jesse and Tasha were doing too me was probably a fraction off what this man could do.