ON HOLD I'm just human. I can't be the Alphas mate.

25. The shift.

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Rose POV

Husband off Olena. This is his father. I thought staring at the headstone. Then i remembered the picture in the pack house. His cold green eyes, his rigid posture.

I glanced over too Dimitri. He was standing there completely tens, grinding his teeth. I looked back at the headstone.  "Why do I have the feeling he wasn't a nice man?" I whispered rubbing my arms.

After a moment off silence Dimitri growled. "That's because he wasn't. He is the reason I stopped my wolf from marking you." He explained his voice cold withheld from any emotion exept anger. "He treated my mother very badly. He would beat her. Then he would dissapear for days only too come back and beat her some more. My mother protected us from him. She would make sure his rath was dericted at her, not us." He explained flatly taking a moment too breath.

"What happened too him?" I asked softly turning too Dimitri. He clenched his fists and his eyes shone with hatred. "I killed him." He hissed.

I grabbed the hand closest too me rubbing my thumb over the ball off his hand, in an etempt too calm him. "How old were you?" I whispered looking at his hand in mine.

"13." He stated. "That's how I became Alpha. His beta Alto run the pack until i was old enough too take over." He continued. His hand finally relaxed in mine. We stood like that as i processed what he just tolled me.

He freed his mother from a evil man, but at a very young age. He had too grow up fast and take in the Alpha responsibility at a early age.

"It's only a matter off time until i be like him. I will hurt you Roza. I already did." He said turning away walking back too the car. I stood there frozen. He doesn't want a mate because he's afraid he would beat me. I have too admit he was scary at times but he always protected me. The only time he did hurt me was an accident. 

I hurried after him grabbing his arm too stop him from walking away. "I now you wouldn't hurt me." I said truthfully. He looked down at me with worry in his eyes. "Your wrong. I already hurt you and I'm surten it will happen again." He growled lightly.

I shook my head. "That was an accident. Every time I came into a new foster family i always knew within the first 30 minutes if there was someone in the house who would hurt me. Call it a sixth sens. You would never hurt a woman or child intentionally. You are protective by nature. That's why you saved your mom." I ranted out.

His eyes darkened a bit. "Don't be stubborn. I know who and what i am. I will hurt you. It's a fact. I killed people before." He growled. 

I crossed my arms. "You call me stubborn but your the stubborn one." I huffed. "Are you that blinded by your own stupidity  that you can't see your a good man." I whispered yelled.

His  eyes darkened even more and a low growl erupted from his throat. The growl send shivers down my spine, in a good way. He clenched his fists again. "Don't call me stupid." He growled loudly. I stepped back automatically.  His eyes scanned my action. "You see. You're scared off me. How can I make you my mate when you keep flinching." He hissed out in anger.

I took in a shaky breath and closed my eyes for a second. I let my instincts take over and said. "I do the opposite off what i want too do. I flinch because I'm fighting my basic in instinct.  What i want too do is this." I shouted. without another thought I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him. I felt hot tears spring in my eyes when he didn't kiss back. His body was locked up and he didn't move an inch.