~Your POV~
As much as I wanted to, it really wasn't fair to storm out on him. It was clear that he didn't want it to happen either.
"W-why...?" Was the best as I could manage. I could feel the barrier of tears cracking inside me. But they wouldn't come out. They didn't dare to. It wouldn't make any change except hurt him more.
"B-because..." He whimpered and took deep breaths, face a mess.
"B-because m-my father made an ar-arranged marriage f-for me..." He broke down again, clawing the the skin on my arms.
"P-please don't leave me yet...!" He yelled, taking a deep breath and crying into my chest. Not to mention the violent shaking.
"Kazuto..." I whispered. It didn't seem right. Why now of all times? Why did he just wait until after he took my virginity, until after we confessed, until after we even met? Does that even make any sense? Is he... Is he really going to leave me this soon?
"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry (Y/N)!" He cried loudly and his weight pushed me back onto the bed. He cried once more into my chest as I shifted uncomfortably in this position. What was I supposed to do? Is he lying? Did he just want all of this for sex, then leave me?
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~Kirito's POV~
The words won't form. The crying won't stop. The shaking never ends.
Why am I like this? She probably hates me, I'm surprised she didn't storm out by now...
"(Y/N) I-I... I..." I can't tell her. My lips won't move the way I wanted them to. But why? I need to tell her why. I don't wanna marry that bitch Asuna! Why do I have to be like this?! She'll just leave me and go date Rin! I don't want that!
Dammit, why can't I change ANYTHING?!
