My life is cringy carry on with caution

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Hard to have anything, isnt it. Where to get it, hard to keep it. A damn slippery life. ~ Abel Gideon

I love this quote. After he took dr.chiltons kidney i sort of stopped hating him (drchiltans an assbutt) and i could see that hes a pretty cool villain.
Anyways i could go on about hannibal for weeekkksss this quote felt so true to life, doesnt it? For years now ive slowly been losing everything people, pictures, memories, feelings, pets, friends, parents and my actual shit like my favorite pillow etc. WHY?! I dont know either; things just happened. Here i am like 3 years later the only thing thats lasted is my fucking instagram. Why is life soooo slippery? Thats the problem in anystory too the characters are afraid of losing sombody, finding somebody and being scared that theyll slip away. They try sooo hard too, keeping a neclace under their shirt from childhood or other clichés. Even that ring around their index finger its a promise right to never slip away in a sense. It only gets worse as time passes.
I like that this line comes from Abel because he has literaly NOTHING he only slips (hehehe) this line during a dinner and i bet nobody realised how much Abel has been through not just killing his family and being manipulated into killing again. He lost his mind he has nobody that cares has no cherished items no house no clothes even. I know hes a monster but still. What stings the most is losing things that you never concidered being gone forever.

Right?? I dont really know anything for sure /: