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18 Frerard Rant

Look i dont enjoy bringing up and pushing in the bands face any type of hate or objections but This type of rant is a long time coming like bruh listen to fricken guiltripping 'Don't go she said "i wouldn't mind but i'm cold inside" i felt this bad for so long instead i'm fine'

That's just the most prominent lyric the whole song is just !!1!!1!1?

Its cleary coming across that he feels guilty about/over her because he isnt in it 100% he quotes things she's told him beforeand he realizes he has been feeling not okay for a long time but is accepting things.

Everything is vague but who are we kidding who could he be sad about except mcr and whatever the hell happened with gerard?

I also want to make a random point that gerard is an aries and i study alot of astrology (AND NOT JUST TUMBLER QUOTES) aries tend to be v detached and that comes across in alot of stuff gerard does he doesnt even know what hesitant alien is about jfc i think this is part of why frank is angry the fact that it seems like gerard doesn't care.
In she's the prettiest girl at the party it says 'i wish you would tell me if you even care atall' now i am not saying this song is about gerard however i read this really long article about this person that studies lyrics and the song just doesn't match up with jamia's relationship with him. I'm serious losten to the song it doesn't make sense.

In the song millions he says' a million reasons but i need a million more'. I think this is about the fanbase being and the band (frnk) being super unsatisfied and just asking gerard what happened. Gerard even wrote an essay about why the band broke up. Idk where that is nore do i want to read it. He comes off all confident in his decisions but if he really doesnt feel the need to justify or address his actions why would he write an ESSAY?!

Just all these things give us a clear FEELING of what is actually going on even if they try to keep all of this under wraps.

[Ya mAy SkIp iF u pLeAse]On another note i have never had a role model in all my childhood. My brother says i act like an ophan because i'm always getting stuff done by myself never ask for advice or bond with my mom. I've just always felt really independant honestly. Anyways now i think frank is my rolemodel and i'm glad. Basicaly because in his music it shows that he has so much depth to him and i admire that he can make his feeling and points of view into Art. Like that's my aspiration dude I suck at drawing but its the only thing i'm half decent at so i'm keep trying. I wish i could play an instument anyone that can do that is already amazing. Frank also is so grateful in everything i've ever seen him in he's just so happy people give him the time of day. That humbleness is a goal for me. This one's off but i really admire the pride he has in his family he even tattooed his grandpa's face and i have just never been like that. In my defence i grew up with my single mom and she was always fighting with my dad lik before when and after i was born. I really put up these walls when it came to my parents. Anyways that type of raw love and admiration frank has for family is just something beyond me and i look up to him for that tiny thing. Last thing his sense of humour ohmygosh. I feel guilty i know so much about him without knowing him like a stalker. It would be an honor to get to know that brain (the good the bad and the dirty) and i think all of us FIATC fans can agree.

Till next time spirits