My life is cringy carry on with caution

21 THE MOST CRAZY CRAP 😱

Jk
A million things happened since my last post but everythings finally chill and i have some time to think draw write again. um...

Where do i start
Im worried cause i keep feeling a nagging feeling to run away especially in my recent and unexpected relationships. Tbh my dog is my home, im damaged im ready to lose it all. So im real worried about when my dog dies and about future relationships.
Right now im in this mood where all i cant think of anything original and just wanna sleep. I feel stuck in a confined space i feel like everythings dirty and everybody's watching me. I know its unreasonable and thats why i worry.
I'm fine honestly im just dealing with those nagging feelings.

My only real problem is that everyday i wake up in the wrong country (i know shutup about it already) sorry it still bothers me.
And that my mother is "not homophobic" she just hates my girlfriends guts w/ a raging passion. This was the last problem i thought i would go through in 2016. Like who would have expected this to happen i didnt see it until everything blew up in my face. Then my ex boyfriend is dumb he tried to kiss me the day before yesterday it was subtle but it still gets to me cause uknow i didnt want to break up with him my respect for myself forced me but i like him alot. Yep you read that right i was a raging lonely person 2 chapters ago and now i have an ex bofriend and an ex gurlfriend. Im not too worried about labels (gender/sexuality) right now. No im not bragging about anything. Yes i fell in love.

About my mom, things are getting sorted crossing my fingers she lets go of this insane vendetta against my friends though i doubt it but whateverr.

Frank iero and the patience, i have some opinions on it but nobody cares (:

Can i please skip the next 3 years im definitely sure 2017, 2018 and 2019 arent worth it. Wouldnt it be lovely if i where to fast forward and i did all my homework and responsibilities to myself my friends my school my family. Or actually it would be easier to just disapear

Greys anatomy, i have some opinions on it but nobody cares (:

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Ps janeall read my messages on snapchat (desparate ones) and didnt respond.
Peace and love everybody.