I sat in disbelief. Had I seriously just done that? The realization sunk in slowly.
This was it.
It.
There was no more Javier in my life. No more "us." No more of the inside jokes we'd shared. No more of anything. It was just me and him, separated, on different coasts.
I was upset, but I didn't know why. It was more of a wistfulness. It would take me a while to get over him totally- he was the love of my life. But I knew I was also happier this way, and I had a feeling I missed the security and memories that came with him more than I missed him. I didn't need him to fall back on anymore. I was working on catching myself, and getting there.
And besides... I had other people to see.
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Shadows (A Sara Bareilles fanfic)
FanfictionLife was pretty much perfect. Sara was a successful and talented musician, and had her life perfectly in order. Nothing could be better. But now, nothing could be worse. Her life was in shambles, with a recent move to New York City, a breakup, and...
