I Would (Liam Payne/ 1D FanFic)

Chapter 16

"So babe, Christianna is having a pool party this Friday..." Xenen trails off as he starts the engine to his truck.

"Oh." I reply, looking down at my hands in my lap.

"I was thinking that we could go to it."

"Oh."

Della, now is the time to tell him. Do it!

"Babe, say something more than just oh."

"Umm..."

"Damnit Della! Just tell me if you want to go or not."

See what you do Della? you just made him frustrated!

"I, uh, I can't." I sputter out. "Sorry." I whisper when I notice his set jaw and fixed eyes.

"Why?"

"Because, um, well you see...er, do you remember what I went to New York for?"

"Yeah, it was auditions. Right?"

:Erm, yeah. But do you remember for what?"

"I don't know Della. Was it like a tour or something you said?"

"Well, yeah. They were auditions to go on tour with One Direction."

"One Direction? Isn't that the name of that boyband? But what does this have to do with Christianna's pool party?"

"Yeah, they're a boyband. And the thing is, is that I actually made it."

"What does that mean?"

"It means that I'm leaving this Friday to go on tour with them." The words tumble out of my mouth.

"What? Della!"

Xenen is so furious, that he pulls his truck over to the side of the road. We're both silent as he stares ahead.

"I'm sorry." I finally whisper.

"How long is it going to be?"

Before responding, I shrink back a little, because I know that he won't like the answer. "Six months."

"Were you ever going to tell me?"

"Of course I was!" Seeing his expression, I calm down a bit again. "I just could never find a good time."

"So what are we going to do then? How will we keep in touch?"

"I want to stay with you. And we can Skype, e-mail, text, and call. Something every single day."

"I just got oyu back. And now I have to give you up again. But this time it's going to be for longer."

"I know, but this has been my dream ever since I was a little girl. I wish that I could have both my dream and you."

"Yeah, me too."

Xenen starts the truck, and pulls back onto the road. Surprisingly, he misses the turn to my house.

"Uh, Xenen?"

"Yeah babe?"

"You missed the turn to my house."

"I know."

This makes me feel a little uneasy.

"Um, well where are we going then?"

"To my house."

"Oh." Considering that I don't want to annoy Xenen too much, I just leave it at that.

Not too much later, we pull up into his driceway. He opens my door and helps me out. Hand in hand, we walk up to the porch. Xenen unlocks the door, then leads me inside. Immediately, he takes me to his bedroom.

"So, uh, where are your parents?"

"They went out for the night, and won't be back until around midnight." As Xenen says this, he gently pushes me over to his bed. When the backs of my knees hit the mattress, he pushes me down into a sitting position. Although Xenen himself remains standing.

"Della, I think that I love you. Like actually love you. I haven't felt like this for anybody else. It was pure torture to be without you for a week. And I don't even want to imagine what it's going to be like without you for six months. But Della, I want to prove to you how much I love you. I want to make love to my girlfriend."

For a minute, my shock and nervousness overrides all my abilities. Including the one to talk.

Finally, I'm able to respond. "Xenen, I-"

"Della, I know you're nervous. And that's perfectly fine. But oyu need to trust me. I promise that I'll be careful. And I know that it'll hurt at first, but then it'll go away. Please babe, I think that we can do this. Plus, it'll be something that I can remember you by when you're away."

I'm aware of the fact that my face is now a shad of crimson red. And it doesn't help that whenever I attempt to lift my gaze from my lap, I come face to face with Xenen's crotch.

"Xenen..." I trail off due to my obnoxious thoughts.

What's wrong with you Della? Any other girl would have done it the first time! And some girls would kill to have a boyfriend like yours! You're his girlfriend, you're supposed to make him happy! Don't be an embarassment to hin! Besides, if you don't act now, then Christianna will probably pounce!

That last thought particularily has an effect on me. Especially considering my next actions.

I pull Xenen down onto a sitting position next to me, then crash my lips to his. At first, he's surprised; but then he realizes what's going on and begins to move his lips in sync with mine.

It's not too much longer before things grow heated and more intense. Things build up to the point where I'm laying down on the bed on my back, and Xenen's straddling me. The kissing continues. With each second that pasees by, the passion grows deeper.

"Mmm, I'm ready for this. For us." I tell Xenen. My lips brush against his as I say the words.

"Good, because I am too."

Without any warning, he breaks our lips' contact to take his shirt off. My eyes graze over his toned abs. Then, I can feel his fingers lightly touch my skin as they mess with the hem of my shirt. As he begins to pull it up, I help him by shimmying out of it. Instantly, my shirt is thrown to the ground.

Xenen seems to notice my teeth biting down on my lower lip, because he gently tugs my lower lip in between his own teeth.

Not too much longer goes by before our jeans have decided to join our shirts on the floor. This leaves me in only my bra and panties, and Xenen in his boxers. But I can tell that the thin layer of clothing seperating us is greatly irritating him. Anxiusly, his finger begin to creep under my panties...

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A/N: Hey everybody, sorry it took so long for this update, I had a date at this military ball and then the next day I went zipling last weeked. So, yeah.

But I wanted to say that a comment on the last chapter kinds upset me :( I saw it when I was scrolling through my newsfeed at school, and my heart literally dropped. Because apparently this isn't a 'good' story. Well if you don't like it, then you don't have to read it. If you don't like how I end chapters, then too bad. :(. I mean, I'm all for constructive criticism, but please phrase things in a way that will be helpful and nice, not mean and to make me sad :(. So I was kinda hesitant on posting the next chapter, because of that one little comment. :( but yeah

ANYWHO, I have next chapter ready in my notebook. But can I have like 10 votes pwease??? Or some comments??? Or both?? Sank you my loves!!!! <3

~Lehcze