I Would (Liam Payne/ 1D FanFic)

Chapter 17

A/N: BEFORE reading this chapter, I suggest that you at least read the last paragraph of the last chapter :)

My hands instantly grip his, stopping them from furthering the action.

"Xenen, I'm sorry. But I can't."

Upon seeing his face srumble, I quickly look over to the walls.

"You said that you would Della!" Although he isn't exactly yelling, his voice deffinitely shows aggravation.

"I know I did. But, I just can't anymore."

"Well what the hell changed your mind then?"

"Reality did. I have responsibilities that I need to fulfill. And besides that, I'm just not ready yet."

"Bullshit Della! Absolute bullshit!"

"Well if you really want to fuck somebody so much, then why don't you just go pay Christianna to?" I retort.

"Maybe I will!"

"Go ahead! See if I care!"

Angrilly, he gets off of me, and searches for his pants. Upon finding them, he yanks them up. I do the same. However, unlike him, I put my shirt on as well.

"Let's go." Are his only words as he yanks his kays off the dresser and stomps out of his bedroom.

Hurriedly, I follow him out. After all, I don't want to get lost in his house. Soon, I find myself in the driveway, facing his truck. I scramble into the passenger seat as Xenen revvs the engine. I don't even have time to properly secure my seat-belt before he takes off. He speeds through his neighborhood, then presses even harder on the gas pedal down the other roads.

Wow. He must be more mad than I originally thought.

It's obvious that even attempting to 'talk' would be an epic fail, and probably result in things getting even worse. So I don't even try. Not to mention, this Xenen scare me a little.

When he pulls into my driveway, I only get out silently.

Unlocking the front door, I slip into the house, then slam the door shut behind me. Frustration overbears the reasonable side of me for a minute, and I can't help but throw my keys at the wall in front of me. Thanfully, nobody else is here; so I don't have to spill about what prompted my actions.

Rushing upstairs, I plug the headphones to my ipod in, and bombard my ears with love songs such as Scene One, Red, and Lucky. They really help me to calm down; even to the point where I can almost think straight. Despite the time, I change into my pajamas and crawl under the covers of my bed.

My mind relaxes a great as Kellin Quinn's soothing voice sings Scene Three.

One day, I won't have to worry about all this. I don't know when, but one day I won't.

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Although Xenen and I haven't officially broken up or anything, it's obvious that we're having relationship troubles. So my mum has been driving me around instead of Xenen.

"How was your day sweetie?" She asks as I hop into the passenger seat.

"Pretty good. I got a few people's numbers."

"That's great! And how are things going with Xenen?"

"Not exactly any better than before."

"Oh sweetie, I'm sorry. But maybe the two of you can make up tomorrow if he decides to show up at the arirport still."