TCC [h.s.] ✔

screwing things up & mistakes.

Do you get moments where you think about your TC for 1 second and then you end up thinking about them all day... ?

~ Anna

I posted it and logged off the tcc blog.

I took my headphones from my bag and connected them to my phone and pressed 'shuffle' on my iPod, and Drive by Halsey started playing. Then the lyrics started to make sense.

All we do is think about the feelings that we hide.
All we do is sit in silence waiting for a sign .

How convenient.

I was on my way to school that morning. When I reached it, I took off my headphones and put them in my bag, and I logged in on the tcc blog once again.

I was reading the posts people was reblogging and couldn't help but think about Mr Styles. For fucks sake, what would he think about me if he even knew about this blog? Would he tell my parents?

As I was thinking about it I was reblogging some shit I liked.

Suddenly I realised I was so fucking late and the first class was with Mr. Styles. Fuck.

When I walked in, he wasn't there so I was surprised cause he's never late. What if he had not come to school and I could not see him all day?

Please no no no. I need to see him. At least for a second.

I took my book and placed it on the table and waited a few minutes. People were screaming and throwing paper airplaines and I took my phone and starting blogging.

Then the door was shut and everybody was quiet now and I had to hide my phone. Holy shit.

"Class, can I please have your attention" Mr Styles said. He looked so stressed and I felt so bad for him because he always looks so good and smiling and-

"You can have my whole heart" I thought.

When I looked up at Mr Styles everyone was looking at me and I mentally reviewed what I had said and then realised I didn't think that sentence but said it aloud instead. Oh shit. I'm so fucked up now.

"What?" Said the girl next to me.

I couldn't help but blush violently and when I looked at Mr. Styles I'm sure he heard me too. Oh man, I wish I was dead.

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When classes finished, I was on my way home when I was thinking about this whole situation. The tcc blog, Mr. Styles taking me home that night..... I have hard feelings for him and didn't know how to stop them. Like seriously this needs to stop before it hurts someone. before it hurts Jack.

I took my phone and opened the tcc blog, seeing I had a few asks. Anons again.

During class I would call you to come to my private office while the other students are working. And I'll lock the door and take you against the wall.

Wouldn't it be hot to be having sex in my office while everyone else is working? No one would know I was inside you fucking and moaning and you'd be wrihing against the wall.

It's so damn hot that makes me hard rn. Maybe you could be facing the door and I'd be fucking you from behind. Just three feel away other students are reading and little Anna would be orgasming for her teacher.

Your little teen pussy squeezing my cock. And I'd be holding your sexy hips and focusing my thrust inside you to hit your g spot. Maybe they'd hear your whimpers.

I'll pull your hair and fuck harder.  And explode raw inside little Anna. xx

I was speechless. To be honest, the dirty talk turned me on but it would turn me on even more if it was Mr. Styles who had told me that instead of that anon. Like, I'd get on my knees for him.

I kept them there and reblogged some things I liked.

When I got home, my parents were cooking and I went upstairs and left my bag on a chair. Turned the computer on and went directly to the teacher crush community blog and opened a post to start writing.

guys you know when you just wanna chill and talk to your TC??? Because that's me right now.

I sent it and refreshed the page, watching as some people answered and others liked it.

Then my phone vibrated and saw it was a message from my mum. Wasn't she at home?

"Mum!" I called her out. But nobody answered.

Then I opened the message.

"Your great aunt just passed away. LOL."

"why is that funny??"

"It isn't funny. What do you mean, Anna?"

"...."

"What?"

"Mom. LOL means laughing out loud."

"Oh my goodness!!! I just sent that to everyone cause i thought it meant lot of love. I need to tell them omg."

I didn't answer as I mentally face palm myself. My god.

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I'm so so so so so sorry for the shitty updates but like I can't think of anything good rn bc of school and I need to update something for you but I'm blocked so here it is and sorry again I will try my best to get it better :(((

ily xx