coffee is delicious. it tastes great, smells great, makes you feel alert.
so are energy drinks.
then you drink the entire thing and oops! you're on the verge of a panic attack every two seconds
all the sugar all the caffeine makes you crazy. it's so good and it seems like it won't do anything, but then you can feel your heart ready to explode and you check your pulse and it's like your blood is pumping at a million miles an hour. then you can't stop shaking and you're terrified of everything because of your anxiety. caffeine puts my anxiety on a whole new level. it even brings back my derealization thoughts because it's like my head is moving so fast and everything else is so slow. at any moment I might scream or cry or cut myself because I don't know how I feel other than anxious as shit. God, it's fucking awful.
caffeine sensitivity much?
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Literatura Faktui dont see the point anymore what the fuck am i still doing here why do i contemplate the decision when i could just go? everyone would be better off ive seen the pictures together the memories with eachother they have told me i am not apart of any...
