It Started With A Kiss [Teacher/Student Relationship]

It Started With A Kiss - Chapter 25

[...Still JORDAN's POV]

"Now would be a good time to say something Daphne."

Ever since I told her I loved her, all she did was blink her eyes out and stare at me with wide eyes. Her hands would clenched then unclenched from time to time. She was shaking bad.

Was it a mistake for me to tell my student I love her? Yes.

Do I regret it? Maybe.

"Daphne please-"

"Don't." She snapped as she held her fingers to my face, telling me not to come near her.

"Just let"

"I have so much shit going on right now do you know that? And you chose this time to tell me?" She hissed as she backed away from me.

I shook my head and stepped towards her. "Do you know how much it hurts to see you like this? Do you know how much it hurts for you to say that nobody loves you?" I half yelled as I threw my hands up in the air and began walking in circles. "You just don't get it do you? You just don't get the fact that I love you!"

"No you don't." She mumbled as she closed her eyes for a brief second taking a deep breath.

"Yes I do! How're you gonna tell me-"

"You don't love me Jordan! You just feel sorry for me!" She frantically screamed at my face as she kicked my couch and ran a hand through her hair.

I didn't say anything back. What she just said really got me thinking. Did I really felt sorry for her? I knew already that Joshua wouldn't dare to try another relationship. I knew what was coming for Daphne if they get closer, so maybe... Maybe I agreed to be gay so Joshua wouldn't lose another girl, another woman of his dreams. Maybe I was just trying to help Joshua.

Maybe I just love Daphne... as a sister.

How could I be so stupid? How could I let myself mix my feelings towards her?!

My god I don't love Daphne! I mean sure I said she was beautiful, amazing and smart. But I don't love her. I just felt sorry for her.

You're an idiot, Jordan.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry Daphne. I thought-"

"Please just stop. Let's just forget about this okay?" She whispered as she took a few steps towards me and smiled. "Let's just forget that this never happened. I knew you never loved me, because I know..." She paused and closed her eyes. "I know that you love Joshua."

"W-what?"

"You love Joshua right?" She said as she examined my face.

Did she seriously believe that? She's got to be the dumbest girl I know!

I chuckled really loud which earned a scowl from her. "What's so funny Jordan?"

"Daphne. I-I'm n-n.." I laughed between my words as I held my stomach from laughing hard. "Oh jesus I'm not g-" I was then interrupted when my phone rang. I cussed under my breath and answered my HTC phone, not bothering to look at the called ID.

'You've reached the FBI Headquarters. What's your ID code?' I answered in a stern tone as I winked at Daphne. She chuckled and winked back.

'Jordan.' A male voice harshly said. I knew that voice..

I mouthed the words 'Wait a minute' to Daphne as I jogged my way upstairs.

'What?' I rougly snapped at Joshua.

'Its about Blake.' I heard him sigh at the phone.

'What about him?' I mumbled as I went inside my study room and locked the door behind me.