It Started With A Kiss [Teacher/Student Relationship]

It Started With A Kiss - Chapter 23

Just to tell you guys know, I did not proofread this. I never do actually.. So please ignore my mistakes and enjoy! (:

I ran, ran as fast as my legs could take. My life is over. Everything is over. I have no one.

I stopped in the middle of the hallway catching my breath. Sweat was coming down on my face. I was panthing hard.

Gosh I'm so stupid! I told myself I was giving up on Joshua! But no! I wasn't thinking about myself!

He's my teacher, I'm his student. Maybe we're not really meant to be. After all, he told me he never loved me, that I'm just his student. Nothing more, nothing less. I was just a student of his.

But I'm in love with him. I love him.

And you know what's amazing about it though?

It took me two months to fall in love with Joshua. I heard about a study that if you like someone for more than four months, then you're in love. But Joshua.. He's different. I love him.

"I love you Joshua!" I yelled in the empty hallway. I don't care if someone hears me. I don't care if someone sees me. I need to get this out of my chest. "I love you Joshua and its killing me!" I frantically screamed as I kicked the lockers with much force. 

I put my hands on my face and breathed hard. Tears were beginning to release from my eyes. I slowly fell on the floor and broke down hard. I cried, cried as much as my eyes could take. I was sobbing hard now. "W-why?" I whispered as I grabbed my phone from my pocket and threw it across the hallway. "Why not me?! Why can't he love me?!"

But of course nobody answered me. I shook my head and shakily stood up. I jogged towards my phone and picked it up from the floor. I'm glad it didn't break.

Right now the best that I can do is ignore everyone

With that, I tried my best to compose myself. But I couldn't. I was hurting bad. The best thing that I can do right now was to slow down my tears slightly.

I kept my head down and headed to Jordan's classroom. Because I wasn't watching where I was going, I bumped into someone. I apologized and still kept my head down, attempting to maneuver around them but everytime I step to the side, they also stepped in that direction.

After this happened a couple of times, I risked a glance at the person blocking me.

Of course.

"Don't you have a class to teach?" I hissed as I attempted to pass by Jordan, but he wouldn't let me.

"The bell already rang. I have a free period now." He said as he grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him. "Are you alright?"

I nodded my head lightly and bowed my head down, not making eye contact with him.

He sighed and placed his thumb on my jaw, making me look at his face. He had an expression on his face that I couldn't understand. He was now studying my face. He frowned. "Have you been crying?" He whispered as he let go of my hand and grabbed something from his pocket.

"No I haven't." I calmly said and crossed my arms.

He chuckled. "Lies." He whispered as he handed me his handkerchief. "Here use this."

I glanced at the handkerchief and took it. "Why are you doing this." I mumbled as I wiped the stray of tears from my eyes using the soft cloth he let me borrowed.

"Doing what?" He asked innocently.

I shook my head and looked at him straight in the eye. "Don't play dumb with me Jordan."