It Started With A Kiss [Teacher/Student Relationship]

It Started With A Kiss - Chapter 30

I tried to process my mind of what was happening in my life right now.

Fucked up.

Yeah that may be it. My life is fucked up.

My first love cheated on me with my supposed-to-be best friend. I became a party girl because of him, but of course I stopped. But then my senior year came. I thought this year was different. I thought my life would finally settle down. But no, I was wrong. My past came back to my life and ruined everything.

And then there's Joshua Fuller. My hot, sarcastic, egoistic Drama teacher who so happened to be the one I've fallen in love with. Then there's Jordan Miller, my stupid, but amazing English teacher who so happened to be my best buddy now. 

Who else is missing?

Oh yes. Joe and Sharmaine.

They've been missing for a day now and I wondered why. I thought they took a break because they couldn't accept the fact that I chose love over their friendship. I never said a thing about that, but they chose to believe I don't want to be their friend anymore.

So I let them. I let them think.

But.... Sharmaine is dead? My best friend?

I could'nt even believe it. My life is really fucked up, and its all because of Mr. Fuller. I'm not blaming anything on him. I'm just upset and confused of why did cupid chose him out of all the people.

And now... My best friend is dead, and I'm about to find out why.

"What do you mean she's dead?" I said clenching my fist. god I hope Mr. Fuller was kidding, but from the look on his face, he's definitely not.

Mr. Fuller sighed and leaned against the wall, crossing his legs. "Blake kidnapped Joe and Sharmaine after-"

"W-wait. Blake did what?"

"Blake kidnapped Joe and Sharmaine."

I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down. Tears were beginning to release from my eyes. Just the thought of Joe and Sharmaine being kidnapped by Blake made my heart crushed. It felt like a thousand knives were stabbing me. "W-why? Why them!?" I somehow managed to yell. I don't know why because my situation right now was currently making my head hurt. I'm surprised I can still stand by myself.

"Just calm-"

"Don't you dare to tell me to calm the fuck down! Have you been listening to yourself? My best friend is dead! Sharmaine is dead! And there's a possibility that Joe might be next! And its all because of you!" I screamed as I continuously pointed my fingers towards him. My tears just wouldn't stop flowing from my eyes.

"I'm sorry Daphne. But we still can-"

"There's no but's Joshua!" I yelled, not noticing I had used his first name. "Nothing can bring Sharmaine back! She's dead! She's not gonna wake up, and its all because of you! Because of me!" I paused, breathing for air. I hope nobody had heard us, because I know damn well my voice was loud as hell. Before Joshua could open his mouth to respond, I continued. "I'm blaming myself for this! I'm blaming myself because I let myself fall in love with you! I'm blaming myself for being so stubborn and stupid because I just couldn't let you go! And most of all,  I'm blaming myself for trusting you!"

Mr. Fuller's eyes widened in surpise. "You trusted me?" He whispered.

I sighed and squeezed my eyes shut. "Of course I did." I whispered, calming myself down for a bit.

"Why?" He said.

"Because I love you Joshua..." I paused and took a deep breath. Tears were still releasing from my eyes. I slowly opened my eyes and found Joshua standing an inch from me. Our noses barely touched and I could smell his minty breath. His eyes were seriously gazed into mine and I was really trying to stop myself from kissing him. I squeezed my eyes shut again and said, "I love you, Joshua.. And its killing me."