Was this really happening, it's was happening again everyone is bring taken from my life
"What ??? Please tell me this is a cruel joke babe !!!! Stop toying with me please" I got quite but I still held on to Zayns hands
"We need to get to the hospital Mags, its not a joke" Zayn let go of my hands grabbing my keys
I was right behind Zayn as he slid into the drivers side and me in the passengers. As we drove I felt the tears starting to fall and I couldn't hold them back, I started to shack just like the night of my fathers death. This wasn't going to be the same though, James was okay, he is going to be okay !!! I know it. The last thing I said to him was I hate you those can't be the last words, I won't be able to live with myself of he dies tonight. Our last conversation replayed in my head over and over again, I tried to wipe it away but it just kept coming back. I was shaken out of my deep thought of Zayns hand intertwined with mine, but that didnt stop the shakes. It felt like getting to the hospital was taking forever, wasn't it just around the corner !!! We finally made it to the hospital and I was out of the car before he had it in park. In the matter of seconds i was in the front door where I found the rest of the boys
"Guys guys guys where is he ??? Is James okay ?? Tell me please!!" I was begging looking between all of them
"Okay Mags they have him in surgery at the moment, you have to be patient" Louis tried to comfort me
"Oh my god surgery ?? It's bad isn't it ??? Oh god oh god oh god it's my fault !!" I started to pace
"Mags don't say that !!! It wasn't your fault, don't blame yourself !" Liam grabbed my shoulders
"You don't know what happened!! He found Zayns watch in my room then assumed that I was cheating on Harry so he went to Zayns house and punched him in the face when Zayn tried to protect me so I tolled him to get out and I said that I .. I hated him" I fell to the chair my hands in my palms, I suddenly felt strong arms around me.... Zayn
"Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, it's gonna be alright I promise" his voice was soft
"Please don't leave me" I spoke between the sobs
"I never will"
*2 hours later*
The man in the all white scrubs appeared from around the corner with a serious look on his face, I prayed it wasn't bad news
"Are you apart of the family??" The man asked and we all stood up
"I have some bad news and okay news" my heart jumped to my throat "the surgery went well but it's not perfect yet, he could flat line any second but he is stable for now, he needs to make it through the night, if I were you I would go say some words, they could be the last" with serious look he walked away with my sorrows
"What do we do?" Niall spoke
"I don't know, let's go in" Harry grabbed onto all of us
I didn't know where I was going but I guess the boys knew the way, my feet stopped in place when I realized the room I was about to enter, it was the same room I found my dad in that night...
"It's okay babe, it was the past go in" Zayn was behind me
I entered the room to see the still body on the bed, James, face was bruised and dry blood was still stuck in his hair, he didnt even look like the same person with all the swelling. He looked so still, so lifeless , he looked like me father. I fell to my knees at the side of the bed grabbing hold to his hand
"No no no no James please don't leave us, please stay alive. Your the only person that understands me and actually makes me happy. If you leave me to I don't think I will ever smile again without you in my life. Oh my god mom will be devastated, she won't be able to live now losing her son too. I lost dad !! I LOST MY FATHER I CANNOT LOSE MY BROTHER TOO. I've been lying to you all this time just because I was scared to see your reaction to dating your best friend. I would take it all back, the kiss the relationship everything to make sure your okay, just to be able to wake up and to see your smiling face one more time. You can't leave us James, YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME you selfish bastard. You are not going out like this, we are supposed to let our kids play together and I would take them in telling them embarrassing stories about you. Dads gone, who's gonna walk me down the aisle, you can't if your dead. You can't die your not allowed to die, please don't let the last words I say to you to be I hate you" I feel down crying, I didn't care who was around all I wanted to do was cry, that's all I could do
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Off Limits (One Direction Fan Fiction)
FanfictionMaggie is an 18 year old girl living in London, England with her brother and mom. They are pretty well off with her mom being a lawyer and her dad a doctor but he sadly has just passed away. She also has a pretty fantastic relationship with her brot...
