Off Limits (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Playing With The Truth

And the black keys, never looked so beautiful
And a perfect rainbow, never seemed so dull
And the light's out, never had this bright a glow
And the black keys are showing me a world I never knew, no
World I never knew

JONAS BROTHERS - BLACK KEYS

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Chapter 29

Zayn was taken back a bit and defiantly not expecting my response

I of course didnt have a crush on Harry but if I told him about Ashley he would try to help me and then end up losing my mothers job. So I lied to save her, I lied to save myself

"What??" Zayn looked to the ground

"I'm jealous that Harry has a girlfriend Zayn ....... I don't know why"

"I understand" he looked up

"You do?!" I was shocked

"Yea, you and Harry are close and I understand if you would have feelings for him. Seeing him with another girl gets you upset even though your with someone else. I know you love me Mags but there will always be a special place in your heart for Harry . I have to accept it and I've learned to" he cracked a small smile

"Why are you so perfect??" I leaned into him

"Because when it comes to you, you gotta learn to see things from a different point of view" he wrapped one arm around me

"I love you Zayn , ill never leave you"

"I know" he kissed me head --

"Please don't be upset with me, I can't help myself and how I feel" I bit my lip

"I'm not upset ..." Zayn spoke quietly

"Yes you are" I moaned

He didnt reply and just got up and walked out if the bedroom not saying a word. I didn't try to stop him because there was nothing I could say or do. I hated lying to him but it had to be done. So I picked up my phone and dialled the only person I knew wouldn't judge me ...Alex

"Hey mags" he sounded cheery

"Hi"

"Oh god what happened ??"

"Everything" I sat there and tolled him the truth and I mean everything. Ashley, the threat, lying to Zayn and now

"What have you gotten yourself into ??" I could hear the stress in Alex's voice

"I don't FUCKING know? But I had to do it !!! My mom can't lose her job and I can't let Zayn get into the middle of it"

"But do you think telling Zayn that you had feelings for Harry was the right thing to do. Imagine how he's feeling right now ??"

"I don't know what to do" I rubbed my head

"Just act normal, there's nothing you can do, after dropping something like that what can you do?"

"I guess your right ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! This is so frustrating!!"

"Just calm down, once this all gets sorted out it will be fine" Alex reassured me

"Thanks Alex, so what's up with you ??"

"We'll I'm about to hop on a plane and visit my dad in Ireland, so I actually have to go" he laughed

"Okay have fun, thank you"

I hung up the phone and I wasn't sure what to do next, do I talk to him? Do I ignore him? I slowly walked down the stairs and saw the light from the living room so I knew where he was. I was hesitant to walk in at first but after gathered the courage and turned into the room. He looked at me and gave me a little smile and I took that as a sight to continued and move forward. I sat with him on the couch but we weren't really touching, booth on our own cushion.