Dirty Little Secret

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I heard our song on the radio,
And I see your face everywhere I go,
I thought I'd call just to let you know,
I've been thinking of you,
Thinking of you, ooh-ooh.

Thinking Of You ~ Kesha
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Chapter 17

I woke up in the morning to the sound of my annoying alarm clock, I turned over hoping to see Zayn but he was gone. I was kind of sad but I guess he wanted to get out before James woke up so I guess that was okay. I slowly rose from my bed and walked to the bathroom and got washed up and joined James in the kitchen

"Good morning Jay Jay" I skipped into the kitchen

"Good morning love" he sang back " how did you sleep?"

"Like a baby, but we must be getting to school" I waved him over as I walked out the door and got into my car and James joined me by getting into the passenger seat

"Hey James why do you hate Zayn so much?" I broke the tired silence

"Oh Mags I don't hate him I just don't like how he treats girls" he shrugged

"What exactly did he do" I finally asked the question that I should of asked a long time ago

"We'll I don't want to say it but his last girlfriend Alyssa will gladly explain" he smirked and changed the subject

As he continued to talk I couldn't get the girl out of my head, I was determined to talk to this girl! Even if my life depended on it

Finally getting through period one and two it was lunch and my mission began. I walked down the hallway and walked up to the girl who I believed was Alyssa. She was around my height with short blonde hair and brown eyes , weird combo but whatever

"Hey are you Alyssa?" I asked anxiously

"Yes, and I'm sorry but you are?" She questioned a little confused

"Oh hi I'm Maggie Middleton and I wanted to ask you a question"

"Go ahead" she quieted her eyes

"I wanted to know how your relationship with Zayn Malik ended if you don't mind me asking? My brother warned me about him and he said to come and ask you for answers" I bit my tongue waiting for her to answer

"Oh your James' sister !! Or course sweetie sit here I give you the whole story" she patted the seated beside her and I sat down in relief

"Okay so this love story started off just the same as every other one, we meet, he asked me out, we dated, we feel in love so on a so forth but one night that all changed. I cared about him I truly did and I would of given up my life for him but I guess he didn't feel the same. One day after school when we were hanging out he got all quiet suddenly and started to act weird and I begged him to tell me and he wouldn't budge. So I gave him the silent treatment for a good hour and he finally gave in and sat me down looking like he was about to tell me I had cancer. He started to talk and his face went to stone, he told me that he never loved me and just said that to get into my pants and he was sick of me and wanted to move on. He said that all the little things he did was just to get me in bed and that's all he wanted , he didn't want love and he never will. I started to cry and begged him to say it wasn't true but he literally sat there and watched me cry and didn't even look slightly guilty. So I went out talking to other girls and they said the exact same thing as me, he's a player Maggie, he doesn't want you he just wants in your pants that's all. He persuades you with his charm and looks but it's all a lie, he's a lie" I could tell she was getting upset so I thanked her and walked down the hall absolutely crazy mad.....I was gonna find Zayn and probably kill him

As I walked down the hallway I finally saw the jet black quiff standing out from everyone else and I just got more mad. I grabbed Zayn by the hand and pulled him into the empty art room and locked the door and then ..... I lost it

"Okay so what's the plan Malik am I getting to old for you and you have to move on to the newest model !! When were you gonna break the news to me??" I was infuriated

"What are you talking about Mags?" Zayn looked so confused

"I talked to Alyssa and she told me everything !!! I was right I do mean nothing to you !!!" I was about to walk out the door but Zayn held me back

"Maggie listen to me that's not me anymore!!" Zayn rose his voice

"But it was you at one point !! How could you treat people like that Zayn! Girls aren't just pieces of meat we have feelings !!!" I ripped my hand from his grasp

"Look all those girls did mean something to me at one point but I pushed them away for a reason!!"

"Oh really and what could that be?" I crossed my arms over my chest

"Because when I would look at them I didn't see the girl that I wanted to bring him to my mother. They were either tramps or bimbos and sometimes both!! Those aren't the girls that I would want my mother to know I was with. So once I knew that I would make up an stupid excuse to get them away from me!! I had to be harsh or they would just run back I needed them to hate me.., please believe me Mags ....don't leave" Zayn sat down in the empty chair across from me

It took me awhile to go over the information, I believe he was telling the truth because I saw that side of him last night. His mother meant the world to him and I can see how much he loved her

"So why am I still here?" I broke the silence

"Because I know that my mother would love you because I love you. Your perfect Maggie and finally I found the girl that I can trust and give every part of me too!! Don't leave me Maggie because we're only getting started" before I knew it Zayn was back on his feet and right in front of me and I couldn't resist

"Wow your lucky !! I was about to kill you there" I cracked a smile

"Oh thank god !" Zayn pulled me in and kissed me roughly

"Okay okay okay we have to go, next time tell me these things so I don't go all crazy girlfriend" I held his hand

"I promise love" and with one last kiss he was gone but even being only seconds gone I missed him already !! My heart beamed again when I saw the blazer wearing boy walking down the hallway wearing his beanie.

"Harry ! Harry!" I screamed running to catch up with him

As I got to the tall boy I grabbed his shoulder turning him around but then realizing that I wasn't Harry ... Oops

"Oh sorry I thought you were someone else" I said embarrassed

"No problem sweetheart! My names Alex" he reached out his hand politely and I took it

"Hi I'm Maggie nice to meet you" I answered nicely

"So this Harry fellow must be a lucky guy to have you running after him" he smirked

"Ahhh yea I guess but I have to go nice to meet you" I waved as I walked away

"Really nice to meet you to" he said with a smile and walked in the other direction

I walked away confused, I've never seen him before but I think he was in my grade, he was very attractive and smooth. Maybe I should keep an eye on him. The rest of the day was fine and boring a usual and I was just happy I was going home I hoped into my car not even bothering waiting for James because he was usually doing something else. As I started the car Zayn jumped into my front seat

"Hey babe" he spoke as putting on his seatbelt

"Hey so your coming home with me today ?" I chuckled as I pulled out of the school parking lot

"Yea I left some stuff at your house this morning so I wanted to pick it up and I thought maybe we could have a little fun" he faced me and winked

"Ummm Zayn .. How about James ?" I let out a sigh

"He went to Louis' and knowing Louis there gonna drink so don't expect him until morning" Zayn laughed

"Really yea !!! And pretty sure my moms working ... She's been working a lot" even trying to hide it I still sounded upset

"Oh Mags shes just doing her job don't worry about it" Zayn grabbed my hand

I put on a half hearted smile and we pulled into the driveway collected our bags and walked through the door

"Now I actually do homework so go entertain yourself until I'm done" I smirked

"Oh god your such a nerd but whatever" Zayn left the room

I sat down at the kitchen table and opened my Mac Book automatically signing onto Facebook. Facebook was kind of dead bu..t I just like seeing what other people were saying. As I scrolled down the timeline a message popped up.... From Alex ... I didn't even know I had this kid on Facebook

Alex

-hey babe :)

Me

-umm hi and don't call me babe I'm with someone

Alex

-oh feisty I like it ;)

Me

-ummm okay...

Alex

-so who's this boyfriend of yours ??

Me

-he's a secret :)

Alex

-well I bet I would treat you better

Me

-how so?

Alex

-I would be gentle in public but rough in the bedroom ;)

Did he really just say that, like what the fuck I just met the kid !! And he's so forward like oh my

Just as I was about to type an answer Zayn came around the corner

"That doesn't sound like homework !! That's sounds like Facebook, who are you talking to" Zayn came up behind me

I quickly shut the computer hoping he didn't see the conversation

"Oh no one!" I kind of yelled

"That doesn't sound like no one" Zayn arched an eyebrow

"It's no one now drop it!!, what do you want for dinner?" I changed the subject quickly

"Umm whatever you want" Zayn turned around and headed back into the living room

I felt bad for yelling at him for no reason but I what was I supposed to say, I'll just leave it alone. I cooked some pasta and set out a plate for me and Zayn. We ate and kind of forgot what happened earlier, we cleaned up and went to go sit on the couch together.

"IRON MAN 3" Zayn playfully yelled

"NOOOOOOOOO THE NOTEBOOK" I pushed him

"Look we watched the notebook last time please can I pick the movie?" Zayn out on a puppy dog face

"Fine only because your cute so shut up and put in the movie" I huffed collapsing to the couch

"Ha I win" Zayn sang as he put in the movie

I let him get through the first 10 minutes but I thought that maybe I should take matters in my own hands. I leaned in closer to him and pressed my lips to Zayns neck

"Mags stop! You know what that does to me!" He spoke through his teeth

But I ignored him and continued to kiss up his neck letting them linger a little longer each time

"MAGS WATCH THE MOVIE" he spoke through his teeth again

I leaned in further up and kissed at his jaw line leading to the corner of his mouth. In a second Zayn was on top of me and we were making out roughly having no time to breath

"I hate when you do this" Zayn spoke in between kisses

I just laughed and pulled him back in but suddenly the door bell rang

"Oh shit do you think it's James?" Zayn lifted his head

"If it was James he wouldn't of rang the door bell stupid but be quiet" I pushed Zayn off me and went to the door taking a breath before answering it

"Harry!!" To my surprise it was Harry once I opened it

"Hey Mags sorry i went all crazy and kind of disappeared but I need to talk to Zayn" he spoke quickly

"Umm Zayn isn't here" I lied

He just arched his eyebrow and crossed his arms

"He's in the living room" I gestured around the corner

Harry quickly walked in a and took off his shoes and as I turned the corner Harry had stopped in the doorway just staring at Zayn

"Hey mate" Zayn waved

Without a word Harry rushed up practically jumping into Zayns arms hugging him tightly

"Woah man whats up?" Zayn was surprised

"In just happy your alive" Harry spoke into his shoulder

It was silent for a bit and Harry just didnt let go, Zayn just stared at me confused but a small smile grew and he hugged him back. I didn't understand what was going on but Harry didn't seem so happy

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