The Little Details

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And I hope you know,

You never left my head,

And if I ever let you down,

I'm sorry

-Sorry ~ Sleeping With Sirens

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Chapter 20

The look on Zayns face was astonished he didn't know what to do and the other boys were silent. I waited for one of them to move but they all stood still

"I said get out!" I screamed once again and opened the door

One by one the boys left not saying a word but they were all showing there emotions through there eyes. Zayn was the last to leave and he slowly walked out thinking I would tell him to stay but I didn't give in, he walked out the door and stood on the porch just staring at me and I slammed the door in his face

"Maggie ?! Maggie !? Open the door ! Please" Zayn spoke through the door

I covered my mouth so he didnt hear me cry and fell to the floor. Zayn stood there for a good 20 minutes begging for me to open the door but I ignored him and just listened

"You know what ?! Fine don't open the door but u just ignored the guy that would take a bullet for you" he slammed on the door and then left where I was left to cry by myself. Before James got home and caught me crying I got up and made my way to my bed, it's times like this here I wish my mom didnt work 24/7. I crawled into my warm soft bed and continued to cry silently but quieted down when I heard someone walk up the stairs.

"Maggie ? Where did everyone go?" James peered into the door way of my room

"They had to go home" I spoke in monotone

"Oh okay ... Are you okay?" He asked worryingly

"Yes just tired" I lied

Once again I cried myself to sleep with no one to comfort me, no one to care about me and no one for me to care about

The next couple of days I didn't even bother going to school, I was to depressed. I told my mom the whole story and gladly she fully understood. She just told my brother I was going through a rough time with my dads passing even though it was almost a year later. I didn't want to get out of bed, I didn't want to eat and I didn't talk to anyone. I ignored all the text messages and phone calls but the only one I talk to was Harry. It felt like I could always talk to him and every night he called me and asked about my day but I always ended up in tears. He knew how to calm me down but that still didn't cheer me up but he made it a little better.

"Okay Harry ill talk to you tomorrow, love you bye" he was going over to Liam's and I tolled him not to tell anyone about our conversations and I trusted him fully. It was Thursday and I hadn't talked to anyone in almost a week, every night James would lay down in bed with me and hold me until I stopped crying and finally fell asleep. I was happy that he didn't ask questions and I was happy that I wasn't totally alone.

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