I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should've let you win
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should've let you win
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
Wrecking Ball ~ Miley Cyrus
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Chapter 40
He wasn't okay with, he wasn't okay with it, he wasn't okay with it, he wasn't okay with
I love Zayn I don't love him, I DONT LOVE HIM
............ I love Zayn, don't I?
He's making this so hard, why can't we just rewind back to a time when everything was okay between us. When life was perfect and sane and I didn't feel like I was hit by a truck every time I woke up.
Coming to a stop at the side of the road I got out of my car just to get some air and to calm myself down.
I paced up and down the deserted road as the sun just began to set and darkness was consuming the city.
That's when the black car came parking beside me and Harry shot out of it.
"Maggie!" He yelled while running to me
"No Harry no! You said you were okay with this, you said that your feelings for me were gone!" I yelled chocking back the tears
"Feelings like that don't just go away Maggie. I. Love. You"
"No you can't" I stepped back
"Maggie get it through your head! I wanna be with you, I wanna kiss you, hold you, make love to you" he looked up at me though his lashes
"Harry I can't leave Zayn! I love him way to much. He lost so much in his life and I can't do that to him!! I can't just leave him alone like my father did!!"
"Oh fuck Zayn! Fuck you! And your daddy issues!!" I've never seen Harry so angry, so hateful
The last comment actually killed me, like my heart skipped a beat and I held on to my chest but Harry stood his ground.
"It's me or Zayn?" Harry whispered
"What are you talking about?" I spat back
"Pick now! Me or Zayn?" He raised his voice
"Zayn" I didn't have to think twice and Harry closed his eyes in pain
"Remember Maggie! This is your choice! Your walking away" his voice was unsteady
"I'm not walking away Harry, your pushing me. Their will always be a part of me that will always want you" I stepped toward him
"My whole heart wants you" his body was against mine
I raised my hand and slapping my palm against his cheek
"How's that for daddy issues!" I yelled before running to my car but Harry was right behind me and grabbed me before I could get in
"Ahhh!" I yelled out loudly but no one could hear me
"Please don't hurt me!" I yelled "Harry please don't hurt me!" Harry let me go suddenly and my head hit the car
"Holy shit I am so sorry" his eyes full of pain and his breathing erratic he tried to comfort me but terrified I pulled away
"Good bye Harry" turning on my heels calmly I crawled into my car and sped onto the road leaving the heartbroken, sad, angry boy alone.
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FanficMaggie is an 18 year old girl living in London, England with her brother and mom. They are pretty well off with her mom being a lawyer and her dad a doctor but he sadly has just passed away. She also has a pretty fantastic relationship with her brot...
