Off Limits (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Defeated

I figured it out
Saw the mistakes of up and down
Meet in the middle
There's always room for common ground
I see what it's like
I see what it's like for day and night
Never together
Cause they see things in a different light like us
Did they ever try like us?

You & I ~ One Direction

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Chapter 51

"It doesn't matter what happens were always gonna be here for you Maggie" Liam walked forward

"I'm practically going crazy, everything is falling apart and it feels like it will never be the same again" I cringed

"Listen to me, we all love you and we will never let this break you. Your mom and brother don't deserve you but you have us now and we aren't going anywhere" Harry tried to sit up from the couch but then got extremely dizzy

"Hey you have to get back into bed, Zayn can you help?" I called to him

He nodded his head and went to the other side of Harry helping him up the stairs with me

When we reached the spare room Harry practically fell into bed falling right to sleep and I covered him with the blanket

"Do you think he's going to be okay?" I whispered to Zayn still staring at Harry

"He's going to be fine Maggie, its you I'm worried about" Zayn hugged me from behind

"I just had a little bit of a freak out, I'm going to be good"

"Maggie you got wasted and tried talking Harry into having sex with you, that's not fine" he laughed slightly

"So I'm a horny drunk" I shrugged

"Don't you see the problem? You jumped to Harry"

"And I've apologized for that, I'm sorry" I slipped out of his grip and spun around to face him

"Why do you think that I'm going to leave you and Harry won't ?"

"I don't know Zayn, how about I go get wasted again and you can ask drunk me" I huffed and attempted to walk out of the room

"Hey hey hey your not leaving, I didn't mean to get you upset" Zayn pulled me into his arms

"I just want to forget it ever happened" I sighed leaning my head on his chest

"It's already forgotten, love. Just try to remember that I'm always here for you and never leaving" he whispered

"Common lets go back down stairs to the boys" I smiled pulling his hand

Hand in hand we walked back down the stairs to join the rest of the boys who have gathered in the living room just talking amongst themselves

"How's Harry" Louis asked

"He's okay just exhausted like we all are .." I sat beside Louis

"Let's just hope things get better from here" Niall smiled

"Nothing can come between us anymore, we have to stick together because at this point all we have is each other" Liam grabbed my hand

"Truthfully I don't know where I would be without you guys" Zayn smiled

"Awww Zayn your going to make me cry" Louis enthusiastically wiped a pretend tear

"Really who knows what we would be doing?" Zayn added

"I would of never found Regina, Louis wouldn't have Harry as a best friend, Liam wouldn't have anyone to take care of, Harry would probably be a womanizer and Maggie a Zayn wouldn't of found each other" Niall shrugged

"It's true practically babysit all of you" Liam laughed

"Yes baby sitter and party pooper" Louis added

"But the best party pooper" I squeezed his hand

"Hey let's go out for a drive, boys we will be back" Zayn grabbed my hand

"Umm okay" I didn't really have any time to oppose

Zayn dragged me out to the car and didn't give me a chance to put in a word until we were on the road

"Zayn where are we going?" I looked around trying to gather up an idea on what he had in mind

"I have any idea just bare with me" he smirked

"Okay your freaking me out, are you going to kill me" I asked actually laughing

"Your to hot to kill, I don't care what people say when we're together. You know I wanna be the one to hold you when you sleep.I just want it to be you and I"

"It is Zayn, it's me and you ... Forever and always"

As we pulled into the park I immediately recognized the place, it was the edge I was going to jump off of before Tristan and Alice stopped me

"Why did you take me here?" I asked before following him out of the car

"Just follow me"

I followed him out of the car and to the wall where I stood up on. At first I didn't want to get near it but once I saw Zayn stand and lean on it I knew I could trust him and whatever madness he had planned

"Okay now what?" I asked looking out at the scenery

"Just wait a couple of seconds" he whispered

Completely confused I listened to zayn and put my curiosity aside, we both stood there in silence for a couple a minutes. I was about to say something but Zayn beat me to it.

"The girl that stood on this ledge was scared and felt like she had no one. She thought that her life was over and couldn't handle it anymore. Your not that girl anymore, you've grown and learned, made right by your mistakes and would risk your own life to save someone else's. The girl you are now never has to step on this ledge again and with me by your side I'll help you through it. You will never have to be alone again because you have Harry, Liam, Louis, Niall, Alice, Regina and me and that's all you need. People leave but they leave for good reasons, they weren't meant to be in your life. So here lies Maggie Middleton a friend, daughter, sister and girlfriend, one of the best people to have by your side. This is where your life ended and the new you was born. I thank god everyday that you walked into my life and it's going to take satan himself to rip you out of my arms. So don't ever feel that your alone because I will run through the desert and walk through the rain to be by your side"

I was completely floored by Zayns speech, he just wanted to make me see that I meant so much to him and I wanted to she how much he meant to me.

"Thank you Zayn" I pulled him close to me and enclosed him in a hug

"I just wanted to see that you are my life, I would follow you anywhere" he whispered

"Your perfect" I cried

"Are you still sad?"

"No, these are happy tears" I laughed wiping my face

"Common lets go home" he pulled

"No let's stay here for a little, I have a blanket in the back on the car?" I shrugged

"Okay sounds perfect, I'll go get it" Zayn smiled and went to the trunk of the car

He brought it back and laid it across the floor where we both laid next to each other

At first no words were said, we just enjoyed the peace and quite looking up at the stars.

I leaned over lying partially on Zayns chest and connected our lips for a long time. I pulled back and looked at his face, he had a goofy smile that stretched from ear to ear making his eyes go narrow. I loved it when he smiled like that, it always made me laugh and he knew it. Tracing my thumb over his bottom lip his smile slowly faded giving a more seductive look. I leaned back into his lips grabbing the side of his face as his hands made there way to my waist. Our tongues swirled together like in rhythm know exactly where to be.

I let my hands make there way to the waist band on his boxers that were just sticking out over his black jeans , letting my fingers play at the elastic.

"We can't do that here" Zayn pulled back and smiled

"And why not" I reached down into his pants further

"Because we are in a public park" Zayn tried to keep his mind off my wondering hands

"No ones here, just shhh" I leaned down kissing his neck instantly silencing him and the protest stopped there.

With my mouth still moving along his jaw line my fingers undid the button and zipper of his jeans so I could slowly rub the bulge fully grown in his boxers. Zayn let out a quite moan as I applied more pressure. As I picked up the pace he would lift his hips creating more contact.

"You have to stop now or I'm going to come with clothes still on" Zayn laughed his eyes still squeezed shut

My hands moved up his torso feeling every crevice of his chest, slipping under his shirt so I could peal it off of him. He sat up on the blanket so I could straddle his lap and he brought me closer to his chest intertwining our lips. Zayn rotated his body so he could lie on top of me grinding his hips into me as we continued our heated kiss.

"I can't hold back anymore" Zayn mutter pushing himself up

Not saying a word I pulled my jeans off throwing them to the side, nodding Zayn pulled down his boxers and jeans freeing his length. With his cold hands hope pushed my panties to the side and slowly slid in rolling his head back. He slowly started to thrust while grabbing my hand and intertwining our fingers squeezing them every once in a while.

I loved him so much, i had no words to describe it, i would follow this boy to the end of the earth and jump off a bridge to save him. He was THE ONE, no one else could compare.

As his thrust became faster and sloppier I knew he was near his end and I was climbing there too. A couple more thrust and we both climaxed at the same time, recovering zayn collapsed on top of me whispering me name in my ear over and over again. Just hearing his voice could pull me over the top again.

I pulled my arm around him again keeping him on top of me

"I'm going to crush you" Zayn said still out of breath

"I don't care I just want you near me, I love you Zayn, way to much and it scares me"

"It scares me to babe" he kissed the top of my head and rolled over to his side

After a couple of minutes he got up to get my pants and his shirt and we both got dressed. I folded up the blanket in silence and we both got into the car not another word said.

I had this gaping feeling in my heart and a knot in my throat. I was scared to talk because I didn't trust my voice, I could see Zayn was thinking deeply about something and the car ride back to Zayns was quite.

We got back into the house and all the boys were still there chilling on the couch even Harry.

"Hey you two" Liam greeted us with a smile

"Hey Liam" I smiled back

"Everything okay?" Niall looked worried

"Everything is perfect" Zayn smiled bringing me into him

"Okay good I thought you were fighting again" Harry flicked his hand in the air

"Shut up Harry, I'm going to go take a shower I'll be right back" Zayn leaned in kissing me then walking up the stairs.

"Come sit next to me" Louis pointed beside him with Harry on the other side

I nodded my head and sat on the couch leaning my head on Harry's shoulder all of the sudden having this over whelming feeling of sleep so I closed my eyes.

Waking up around an hour later I still had my head on Harry's shoulder opening my eyes

"What time is it?" I asked sitting up

"Almost 1" Harry whispered still paying attention to the movie on the t.v

"Com'on Zayn lets got to bed" I stood up

"Maggies he's not here" Liam answered

"What? Where is he?" The knot grew in my throat again

"He went out, he's just not back yet" Niall turned his head to the side

"Why isn't he back? How long has he been gone? Why isn't he home yet? What happens if he's hurt? Or worse ! My brother hurt Harry imagine what he will do to Zayn?" I started to pace feeling my heart pump faster

"Maggie calm down" Harry stood up trying to comfort me

"I can't calm down !" I pushed him back, he wasn't very strong right now so he fell right back with my weak push

"Maggie!" Liam stood up

"Where is he? I need him!" The rush of tears came clouding my vision

"Maggie he'll be back soon! Why are you crying, what's wrong?" Niall talked but kept his distance

"Zayn! Zayn!" I started to scream whilst falling to the floor still crying

From the floor Harry crawled over to me and attempted to comfort me again

"Maggie please just calm down" Harry whispered getting closer to me

"I want Zayn! I want Zayn!" I cried

"It's going to be okay" he wrapped his arms around my shoulders

"I can't do this!" I repeated as I continued to sob

The door opened and my head shot up

"Maggie what happened?" Zayn was immediately at my side once he saw me

"I don't know what happened. I tolled her you were out and she started crying and screaming" Harry answered as is crawled into Zayns arms

"Hey it's okay" Zayn repeated "let's go upstairs"

Zayn picked me up and he walked up to the stairs to his bed holding me close as he covered us with the blankets

"What was that Maggie?" Zayn finally asked

"Ummm I was just worried" I whispered

"That was more then worried"

"I don't want to talk about it" I buried myself into his chest

"Ok"

It was minutes of silence and my thoughts raced, I don't even know why that happened, it's as like I couldn't breath, his absence cause me so much pain

"I'm thinking Mexico" Zayn muttered

"What are you talking about?" I raised my head

"We have to leave this place Maggie, it's killing you living here. We have to get out of the city, out of the country" Zayn shrugged

"And you picked Mexico?" I giggled

"It was the first thing that popped into my head" zayn Shrugged

"So you really want to do this?"

"Yes, it's this or you end up in a insane asylum"

"Okay let's do it, but it's not forever. Just for a little while" I smiled

"So where do you want to go, we can go anywhere in the world" Zayn rubbed my shoulder

"The city that never sleeps"

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