Day 47
Dear diary,
Today is the day where I am going to see Louis. Finally!!
I woke up before the sun rises, (I'm that excited!) and with much excitement, I even fixed my bed and prepare breakfast for my family! Like hey, Louis has this something that makes me feel alive. Like look what am I doing right now?! I am really doing chores just because of him?! Woop! That is a sign that he is really a good influence!
So by 6 o'clock, I started to take a bath for about 30 minutes. I need to be so damn clean so that when we screw, (lol I hope so) I'll be clean as fuck.
It took 10 minutes for me to fix my hair which is actually the usual. And I wore my favorite flannel,skinny jeans and a sneakers (my feet can finally breathe! Yey!) for a change.
I hurridly went downstairs and saw my mom curiously sitting in the dinning area. She gave me a doubtful look as I went down.
She was oh so surprised that I was up this early and I have the urge to prepare breakfast for them. And then she asked me where am I going, so I said to Louis' and then she said that I am really getting brave enough to face him and as I thought, yes I am.
After I leave the house, she reminded me to invite Louis later, for grandpa's birthday celebration and the cook off.
Good Thought
Having Louis later in the cook off makes me more excited and nervous at the same time because his presence may destruct me.
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I walked 2 blocks from our house to reach Louis' flat. As usual, I saw him in their frontyard playing football with himself while wearing his usual morning get up. Oh my god that white sweaty shirt that mostly shows his torso!! Sooo perfect!
So I waved at him and he came up to me and hugged me. Oh my god stop killing me,Louis. Ugh I can feel his heart beat as his chest were pressed against mine. The sweat running down in his neck makes him more sexy. Oh my! What a great morning!
He let me in and I noticed that no one's there. I always known that everytime I enter their house, there's always noise, a sound of girls quarelling over dolls. But this morning was different, the surrounding was quiet. It's just only me and Louis in his house. Take note: ME and LOUIS.. ALONE IN THEIR HOUSE! What could've possibly happend??
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We went up to his bedroom and that's what makes me more nervous. He let me sat on his bed which I really missed a lot. I missed how we dib on it and pretend like we're swimming.
Then, he left me there because he's going to take a bath. So while waiting, I roam around his room. Checked all his stuffs in his closet. Glancing at all his photographs. And what struck me the most is that he never trashed our first photo ever..
Harry and Louis' first photograph
It was summer in that time, we went into a beach for my surfing practical test. It was not really a serious shit, our coach just wanted to see if we learned something from him. So Louis was there all throughout the day,cheering me up while taking some photos me. He's like a supportive mother HAHAHA! Then the most humiliating thing happend,I slipped down in my board and when I stood up, my trousers fell off. Then the straight boys from my team was teasing me and shouting that I am gay because I have a small dick. Like wth! Try to look at it now bros! It's bigger than your future!
And my prince charming came to rescue me from those bitches and help me to stand up. Then he whispered something that I won't forget, "If someone does this to you again,just call me and I'll be your Superman.." , I don't know if I'm going to cry or what. But damn,he's so heroic and brave.
So to break the tension, he pulled me for a photo and to be honest,I look like Ursula while Louis looks like a prince from the little mermaid.
