Day 56
Dear diary,
I woke up with no signs of Eleanor. I went downstairs and I saw her preparing breakfast. I sat on their dining table and stare at her while placing the plates in the table.
"You're a creep!",she said sarcasticaly and slapped my hand.
I didn't reply for a moment. I just feel something that makes me cringe and doubt at the same time.
She noticed me and so she asked. I just said that it feels weird to sleep with a girl. Because frankly, it's my first time.
(Wow it's like I'm talking about having sex for the first time lol!)
"You are really weird,man. Come on eat up and I'll drop you off at your place.",she smiled and pass me the pancakes.
As we finished helping ourselves with pancakes, she left me at my house.(because she had some errands to do in her coffee shop.) No one was in our house because mom and Gemma already left, so back to the basics.
I directly went upstairs. The door in my room was slightly open. It was very unusual because I always close my door after I left the house and mom and Gemma knows that. First thing that came into my mind was, were being robbed. So I reached for a knife downstairs and tiptoed across my room. I pushed the door slowly and saw the unexpected.
It was Louis with a boquet of red roses,standing beside my bed. I dropped the knife and walked towards him. This is getting real but it felt like it is a dream.
"Hi.",he smirked at me as I got closer to him. It was somewhat awkward but it felt nice.
I asked him what was he doing here all alone and with a boquet of red roses. Of course, I don't want to assume that those are mine but I'm sure those are mine.
"Oh your mom let me in. She said that you have a sleep over at your friends, so I'd chose to stay here and wait for you. And oh,these are for you.",he smirked as he handed the flowers to me. Oh my god! It was so surreal! I can't stop my face from blushing and I know he further noticed it.
"Louis, do you love me? I mean the kiss ,these flowers. What are you trying to say?",I bursted out those words from nowhere. I've got to say it or I'm gonna be a loser again. He wasn't looking at me, he was looking down.
"Harry, I always loved you. I always did.", he pulled me for a hug. This is it. The moment that I've been waiting for.
I couldn't help but to cry because of happiness. This is finally the day that I've been waiting for. It is really indeed unexpected.
"I love you,Louis. I love you so much.", I hugged him even more tighter. And then suddenly, he pulled me for a kiss. This kiss was more passionate, like there is a love on it.
Chills went down on my spine as he started to slide in his tongue,crashing into mine. He tasted sweet, like strawberry. Louis moved his hand to the hem of my shirt, slowly sliding it up. "Are you okay with this?",he said as he pulled away and removed my shirt. I nodded and pulled him for another kiss. Of course, I'd like to do it. I've been wanting it for so long and I knew this was the right time.
My hand caress down to his waist, slowly revealing the skin under his shirt. He pushed me on the bed and crawled on the top of me and started to kiss my temple, down to my chest. My stomach was firing up and I can feel the erection going on down there. As he moved further, I can't stop the hormones running through my body. He started to palmed me which made me earn a soft moan. As soon he started to removed my shorts, the red panty showed off. "Hmm. Panties eh?", he giggled while I cover my eyes with my hands. This is really embarassing.
I should've brought an extra underwear, this is so humiliating.
"They're not mine. I-I had to change so I borrowed one from my friend.", I stuttured as I look down to him staring at me. "It's okay. You look sexy on it by the way.", he kissed me through the panties which made me release a soft moan.
While having his hand still on the top of the panty, he made his way over to my side spreading my legs and sitting down in the space in front of me. My hands were slowly gripped on the hem of Louis's sweater and pulled it over his head throwing it on the floor. He grabbed me and leaned on and gave me a soft kiss on the lips going from my jawline to my neck. As soon as his lips reached my sweet spot, another moan reached my lips. He sucked on the spot, licking and biting into it leaving an instant mark on my neck. He flashed a smile at his work before leaving wet, open-mouthed kisses down to my chest, abs and wais again. He started running his tongue on through the panties, kissing it and biting it softly that made me squirm "Don't worry, everything's gonna be alright," he said breathily. He knew that I was nervous and I couldn't help it because this is my first time.
Louis smiled and pulled my boxer's down letting my cock spring free.
He immediately grabbed my length and started pumping it before taking it into his mouth and sucking at his tip.
I moaned loudly at the sudden action,throwing my head back in pleasure "Oh fuck,Louis," I whispered.
He was freaking good. One touch from him and I've got no control.
When he started to bobbed his head up and down, my fingers gripped around his locks tugging at it. I started to twitch so he immediately took his mouth away and asked me if he should stop it. Of course, I said no, I don't want to let this moment pass again.
Louis removed his pants together with his boxers and threw it away "I'll take care of you, baby" he said in a raspy tone.
Louis pumped my hardened length softly as a throaty groan left me.He spread the pre-cum on my tip which made me eager to release some more. He held my hand and turned me around. As he strated to lean down, he stuck his tongue in and out of my hole agonizingly slow, making me crumple the bed sheet in frustration "Lou, please," I begged, as I realized I want him to do it to me.
He stopped entering his finger and left me hanging on the bed. A few seconds later, his length was slapping in my hole,making me moan. He started to slid in,slowly, making me groan in pain and pleasure as I dug my nails into the mattress. When he was fully inside me, the pain started to turn into pleasure as he thrust into a faster rate.
He increased his pace going deeper and harder into me which made me a moaning mess. He went faster and faster sending me over the edge "Louis, I'm..." I moaned in pleasure "I know, baby...cum for me," he said as he started thrusting harder. I dug my nails into his arm scratching as I finally released with a loud moan. I let out a breathy moan as Louis pulled out his cock out. I pulled him for another kiss and we both lay on the bed while catching our breaths.
He let me suck him as I know he's about to cum. I travel my tongue around his oozing red tip and soon I started take it all inside of my mouth while gagging through it. Within a second, he shot at my mouth as he groaned loudly. He taste so fucking good. Salty but sweet.
"I love you so much, baby.", he pulled me up and kissed me.
"I love you too,Louis.", I mumbled through our kiss and cuddle each other.
It was just like dream. It felt so good. I mean it wasn't just sex alone, it is a sex with love. I never thought that this wouldn't be possible but it is.
I couldn't wait what might happend in the next few days! I am with the one that I love and I don't give a fuck with what might people think. I am literally living my dream!
All the love, H.x
