Day 55
Dear diary,
It's Friday today and finally the weeks' over! It was actually fun than I thought. So Louis picked me up today and we were so early today because he has a football practice. I went to our classroom, alone.
When I got there, Liam and Zayn was there. I sat beside them and greeted them. They weren't noticing me. Yesterday we were having so much fun and now, they act like they don't know me. Wow.
The 3 hour class passed, Liam and Zayn were still ignoring me. I went to the cafeteria all alone. I roam my eyes around, hoping there's a sign of Louis,Niall,Zayn or Liam. But they weren't there either. I sat on an empty table all by myself. The students were looking at me and I couldn't help but to think that I look like a loser.
I didn't have that much friends here because I'm not good at socializing. Only Niall,Zayn and Liam were the only friends that I have here so without them, it feels like I'm a completely a loser.
A girl suddenly sat next to me and stated my name, "Harry Styles?",she said while offering her hand to me. I shook it and greeted her. How does she knew me by the way?
"I'm Briana Jungwrith, school's journalist. Mind if I join you?",she said as I nodded and she sat beside me and took out her notebook and pen.
When we got comfortable, she started to ask me some questions about how's their university, how was the students, teachers and everything that is school related.
She asked me if why am I eating alone. So I said my friends were ignoring me the whole day and they treat me like I'm invisible. "Oh those sneaky friend of yours, if you don't mind, I will join you.",she said as she flashed a smile.
I don't want to be alone for the rest of the day so I let her join me.
She was a 12th grader and I bet she knows Louis. We were strolling at the grounds as she started to tell different stories about this university.
We saw Louis and Niall playing in the field and I couldn't help but wave at them. But same as Zayn and Liam, they were ignoring me. Even Louis.
Is there something that I did that offended them? I don't know but they're actually getting weird.
Briana asked if they are my friends and I was deciding if they're still my friends because despite of their actions around me, it feels like they're not my friends anymore. I couldn't help but to say yes because I know they're still my friends even though they are all acting weird around me.
"Wow. Louis is your friend? That's very unusual of him.", she said while staring at Louis for a minute.
"What do you mean unsual?", I asked as curiousity hits me again.
"I mean he's the coolest and popular guy here in the campus and his friends were kinda badasses. And you're too gentle and kind to be his friend.", she giggled. Really? Louis' a badass? That's pretty surprising.
I told her that Louis' my friend since we were young that's why were very close. She was astonished that Louis and I were still friends and she even said that our friendship is the only one who's going strong. I couldn't help but to smile from ear to ear as she said those words. I hope that we were still going strong despite of all the challenges.
The bell rang and we rushed back to our classrooms. Briana dropped me infront of my classroom and left me with a smile.
When I got inside, Liam and Zayn were staring at me. Wow, they are really weird.
I got no choice but to sit right next to them because it is the only sit left.
"So it's you and Briana eh?",Liam suddenly spoke without making an eye contact. And he's somewhat like teasing me.
"She's just a friend and we just met.",I sighed. The teacher came in and Liam didn't replied anymore.
My head was floating for like the whole period, thinking about why are they ignoring me.
The class ended and I was the first one to got out of the classroom. I walked all by myself until I reached the bus stop. Right now, I really feel like I'm betrayed, left out, and a jerk. I don't know but it really felt bad. And I think that my depression is getting worse again.
