My Chick Bad• Grimes

16 // E vs E

(Don't play the song till the fight part)

//Evelyn\\
There was a knock at the door.

"Evelyn?" I heard what sounded like Maggie say.

"Y-yeah" I said with a sniffle.

"Let me in" she said.

I don't feel like fighting right now. I really need someone right now. I opened the door. Maggie looked at me upset. I just hugged her. She didn't question me she just hugged me back tightly.

We pulled away and she walked and sat on the bed. I went and sat next to her looking at my hands.

"I miss him" I said abruptly.

"I know. We all do" she said.

A tear came down my face. I bit my lip so I wouldn't cry out loud.

"it should have been me. It's all my fault he's gone" I said crying.

"Don't say that. Nobody deserves to die even if they were bad people they don't deserve it you defiantly don't" She said.

"I'm a bitch" I said

"And that's what everyone loves about you" She said giving me a reassuring smile.

"I wasn't always like this you know. I was a clueless little girl full of hope. I made myself believe my parents were coming back that they were only leaving for a little bit but they'd come back 7 years later the worlds over and there not back. I guess I became this way because I gave up believing. I realized they weren't coming back they didn't love me and Sammy. I had to grow up and protect my brother but look how bad I did. I'm such a mistake" I yelled tears pouring down.

"Evelyn. Your not a mistake if you weren't around Sammy wouldn't have gotten as far as he did" Maggie said.

"YOU DONT GET IT THAT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE! HES GONE AND HES NEVER COMING BACK. Nobody need me here. I'm better in the wood with them" I said lowering my voice at the end.

"I need you! You and Glenn are all I have now Evelyn you can't leave imagine how Noah or Rosita would feel. Imagine how Carl would feel." She said then walked away.

I tried being nicer. I'm done trying to be that. If your gonna survive this you can't be nice. You need to be a bitch.

"Crybaby" Enid's voice played in my head.

She calls me crybaby but I don't fuckin care. I'm done with her.

You gotta hide your feelings. Hide the anxieties hide it all. Push it back.
I told myself.
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//Carl\\
I heard rocks hitting my window. I looked out and saw Enid outside. She waved to me. I told her to hold on and I tiptoed downstairs.

"Enid what are you doing here?" I asked.

"I came to talk to you" she said.

"Okay what is it?" I asked.

"Wanna come out to the woods with me tomorrow?" She asked.

"Over the wall?" I asked.

"Well duh" she said playfully hitting my arm.

"Okay" I said smiling.

"Okay see you tomorrow" she whispered in my ear then kissing my cheek.

Maybe it's a friendly thing?
I can't wait to be over the walls tomorrow.
~the next day~
I was sitting in the living room reading a comic book. I saw Enid outside the window walking to the fence. I ran outside to her.