My Chick Bad• Grimes

25// for carl

Recap:
We all connected hands. Rick grabbed Carl's then Carl grabbed mine, I grabbed Jessie's, she Sam's, Sam grabbed Ron and Ron got Gabriel.

As we walked farther into the crowd the more scared I got. This is the most I've ever been scared and I was alone in this for weeks.

I'm scared very scared, but not scared to die. I'm scared to loose someone close to me again. I've already lost my parents and Sammy. I can't loose anyone else. Especially Carl.
**
{Evelyn}
We all walked farther down the neighborhood. Walkers walked passed us like nothing. I'm surprised no one could hear my heart beating out of my chest. Rick pulled all of us to the side.

"There's to many. We need to get out. Here's the plan. We'll go out and come back" Rick said in a low voice.

"What about Judith?"
Jessie asked

"I'll take her to my church" Gabriel offered

Rick was hesitant but agreed. Carl slipped Judith to Gabriel. And they were off.
**
We continued through. It was now late. Suddenly, Sam stopped.

"Sam come one" Jessie said pulling his arm

He started crying. Jessie continued pulling his arm.

"Just look at mom"
Ron whispered

He didn't move. Two walkers came and bit Sam's head. Jessie never let go. Jessie screamed, catching several walkers attentions. She was gone. Still holding Carl's hand. I pulled Carl to see if it'd help. Rick was in shock, but snapped out of it once he realized Carl could die. He pulled his axe out and cut Jessie's hand off, freeing Carl.

"You" Ron said

Carl and I turned and looked at him. He had a gun pointed at Rick. Suddenly, a sword went through his chest.

I looked over to Carl. My heart dropped. His eyes was shot out.

"Dad?" Carl said turning towards him. Then falling to the ground.

"No no no no" I said tears pouring.

"Carl" I said crying

"Evelyn come on" Michonne said grabbing my arm

She pulled my machete from behind me and handed it to me.

"For Carl" she said

I took it and started killing walkers as we went to the infirmary. I yelled as I stabbed a walker in the head.

Why him? He's such a great guy. I love him. Everyone I love seems to leave me.

We arrived at the infirmary. Denise laid Carl down.

"Can you save him?" I asked

Denise didn't say anything. Tears were already coming down.

"Please" I said

She nodded then began. I sat next to Carl and held his hand. The sound of the door opening caught everyone's attention. Rick left to kill walkers.
**
I held Carl's hand in mine tightly. I couldn't help but cry. Michonne put a hand on my back.

"I have to go help Rick"
she said

"Be careful" I mumbled

Denise finished stitching Carl's eye. I got up and walked over to her.

"Thank you" I said hugging her

She was taken back but hugged me back. I walked back over to Carl. I kissed his forehead then picked my machete up.

"For Carl" I said before leaving.

I ran out, killing every walker in site. I got to the group. Michonne looked over at me and nodded, which I returned.

As I killed walkers the image of Jessie being killed played in my head. The picture of Carl's now missing eye. I remembered Sammy. Beth. Hershel. Dale. Andrea.

All the rage I've been holding in was put into killing walkers. For the fallen ones, I thought.
**
We all sat in front of the infirmary. I sat alone on a step. Someone sat next to me. I looked over and saw Enid.

"He's okay?" She asked

I mumbled a yes. She nodded then opened her arms, pulling