My Name is Porcelain (A Marianas Trench Fan-Fic)

Just When Things Seem To Be Right

I know the chapters are still taking a while but my dad refuses to get my computer fixed... so it's gonna be like this for a while. I apologize :/

Chapter 20

The next morning I woke up still facing the window with the sun pouring itself all over the bed. I frowned when Josh wasn’t beside me, but my emotions quickly changed when I smelt bacon and coffee. I kicked the sheets of off myself and swung my legs over the side of the bed, stretching before standing up. Feeling dizzy from standing up to fast, I stood still for a second then fell back into the bed. I smiled like an idiot at the ceiling for a couple minutes then stood up again and walked to the kitchen dragging my feet along the floor.

“Hey there beautiful.” Josh smiled wrapping an arm around my waist using his other had to hold his coffee. He kissed me softly then let go of me.

“Hey there.” I sat down on the chair near the kitchen counter and waited until Josh slid me a cup of coffee to start pouring milk into the mug. “How’d you sleep?”

“Woke up with a headache.” I giggled at Josh and leaned over the counter to give him a kiss. “Good news though.” I took a sip from my coffee and nodded.

“What’s the news?”

“The album going to come out in like, a month. February something.” I smiled and reached for a piece of bacon, only to have it pulled away and taken to the other counter.

“That’s good. Do you have the artwork figured out?” Josh shook his head with his back turned to me.

“Can’t find anyone to do it.” Josh paused for a second. “Do you think Kat could?” I shrugged

“Yeah probably.” Just then the door burst open causing a loud bang throughout the apartment. I stood up from my seat and ran to the door to see Kat grabbing at her hair and pacing. She saw me and stopped dead, I went to speak but she started screaming.

“THE ASSHOLES I FIND! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?” I ran to Kat’s side before Josh could wrap his arm around me.

“Kat, what happened?” I grabbed her shoulder and pushed into the living room sitting her on the couch.

“I don’t even want to talk about it.” I sat beside her and grabbed her hand.

“What did he do?” Kat started crying and fell onto my shoulder.

“He got me pregnant then left me! He said he wanted nothing to do with me, that I was just something to do. HE SAID THAT.” I wrapped my arms around Kat and let her cry onto my skin and tank top. Josh left the room for a minute returning with a glass of water. “The pregnant part isn’t even bad. It’s that I was just there for him when he was bored.”

There was a knock on the door and I told Josh to get it. He did as he was told and returned with Matt. “Kat are you okay?” Matt stood confused and uncomfortable in the doorway staring at Kat. She shook her head and stood up from the couch. She didn’t stop running until she got to her room and slammed the door shut. I walked to her room and begged for her to let me in but she wouldn’t. I walked away meeting up with Josh and Matt in the dining room.

“It’s okay Porce, she just needs her time.” I wrapped my arms around Josh’s waist and rested my head on his shoulder. “Tell her we’re going to the studio, I need you there.” I shook my head.

“Josh, I’m not leaving her here alone, she’s just as messed up as I am. I can’t just let her stay here alone and expect her not to do anything.” Josh kissed my cheek and nodded.

“Alright, but I need you to come by at some point.” I nodded to Josh and closed the door behind him and Matt as they left.  When they left I headed to my room, stopping by Kat’s to see if she would let me in. She moaned so I left her alone. When I got to mine and Josh’s room I paraded around looking for a towel. I headed to the bathroom and started the shower, putting it as hot as it could go. After staring in the mirror listening to the music playing, I got into the shower. I did what I would normally do if I was listening to music in the shower. Dance.