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~I know, I know. I just did one of these, but after this last chapter, I feel like I should do another one.
When I was younger, my mom had a boyfriend named Damion. He had two kids, Sierra and Lance. Damion originally was fine to me, in fact, I liked him! Then, when he noticed my vulnerability, he would start coming home angry from work and take it out on me. First, emotionally. Then, when he noticed that my mom had no problem with his cruel words, he started hitting me. He would choke me, hit me, kick me, push me, spank me, and shove burning hot food in my face. If you looked at my face, you wouldn't know there was anything wrong with it. But, there are burn marks still there from years ago. He would call me fat, disgusting, ugly, worthless, stupid, retarded, unworthy, fake, slimy and so much more. Then, his son, Lance, started getting both his grade and my own to start saying things to me at school. I lost friends. Then, I finally told my dad about the things going on at my mom's house and he took me into custody right away.
I didn't get to see my mom for an entire year out of court. It was hard for me because no matter what happened, I still loved my mom. Although she didn't care about me, she was still my mom.
She is still with Damion, but she wants very little to do with me. We don't go to court anymore, thankfully, but she still resents both my dad and I. She doesn't support me.
Then, my freshman year, I started getting anonymous emails of people saying the exact same thing Damion said to me, and I couldn't handle it. I started harming myself to get away from the never ending pain. I would look in the mirror and see the things everyone had said to me. I would not eat for days in a row, hoping to be beautiful.
When my dad found out, March of last year, instead of being supportive, he took everything away and constantly reminded me that I "couldn't be trusted." So, the one person who had saved me from a devastating home, had left my side. I felt even more alone.
I had been clean starting September 8th. That would have been 8 months. Recently, however, I have fallen into my recent trap.
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Anywhore, how do you guys like the story? It will be ending soon, but its alright😜
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Attempting To Trust (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)
FanficWith a back story so rough, Karla promised herself she would never love anyone. When a sweet blonde catches her eye, she is frightened by her feelings. Will she be able to go against her promise to herself and trust him?
