Things are over
That's sad
I knew it would happen
But of course, nothing can prepare one for the emotional toils of it
Do you think you are okay?
I'm not.
Some days are really bad like yesterday
Others are alright.
I'm not happy.
I think the worst thing is that I let myself believe that I could actually end up happy along side you. I let myself hope. We had a weird love. It was different and all wrong. We saw each other and fell in love. And we loved each other and taught each other so much.
I guess it's right to say that I throw myself around. I don't have regards for the future when it comes to my emotions. I let it go. I figure, if I get hurt, at least I will have something good to look back on.
It's great to look back on something you lose.
bye
