.......... who I am to me.
Why I don't deserve love
Even [platypus] shouldn't be with me
Nobody should
I am a guilty person
And I don't want to hurt anyone
But I always do
I rip my skin
To
Shreds
Why stay
I am a freak of nature
Pain was created as a message which tells the brain to stop waht it is doing
Aint my nerves fucked up?
Why yes
Yes they are
Ain't my heart fucked up?
Why yes
Yes it is
The truth is I love you
And I don't want you gone
But I know that's selfish
I have him too
And he's amazing...
And I love him too
And this is so confusing when you have a best friend that loves you
And that you love
And a boyfriend
Who is awesome and loves you
And you love
It's confuzling?
Yes.
It is.
Stupid.
Yes.