... the life I'm given.
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am I really?
"
she said
you're here for
anyone who needs it
what about
when I need it?
when I need it
we find out that
I don't
"
bleeding
"
I bled
the red blood
flowed beneath my hands
why?
its so pretty
"
birds
"
I tried my hardest
to help
I wanted to
make you feel better
I grew stronger
So you could see it
Was possible to grow
Out of such a dark place
I got over the fear
The darkness
You didn't see
You didn't change
what the heck?
"
alone
"
there I go again
I can't imagine being with someone again
I can't remember how
it feels to be hopeful
I am here yet again.
just here
and life keeps going
the earth keeps turning
there are such things as darkness
and there are such things as light
who are you?
do you have a name?
tell me the truth
I want the truth.
"
love?
"
go away.
take your words
"