Trying to keep the player

Ch. 20 The bad boy and the player. I hate them both

Chapter 20

I got away from Seth and went into the Demon’s mansion. There was a deep guilt in me for what happened. I let him kiss him...and I told Damon he could trust me. Seth kissed me because he loved me and didn’t know anything about Damon. It made me think on how I could live with myself!? I didn’t technically cheat but it felt like it. What am I going to do? I can’t tell Seth about Damon now... I can’t tell Damon about Seth. Damon wasn’t home for some reason. I jumped onto the bed and then start listening to a song that related to me now. Who I cared about most? Who did I like the most? I cared about Seth most but I like Damon more now. I sang along with the song.

“Story of my life, Searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me, Sorrow in my soul cause it seems that I’m wrong really loves my company. He’s more than a man, and this is more than love, the reason that the sky is blue. The clouds are rolling in because I’m gone again. And to him I just can’t be true... And he knows I’m unfaithful and it kills him inside. To know that I’m happy with some other guy...” I stop and then wait for the another part and start singing again “I don’t want to take his life, I don’t want to be a murderer, Our love, his trust, I might as well take gun and put it his to his head...,” First part I singed along matched Seth, the second Damon. I fell asleep to the song.

Then I got up in the morning and hear footsteps over near Damon’s room. Don’t ask how I know...I just know...! Maybe I should just tell him that he was right about Seth... I walk out of the hallway and Damon was about to enter his room.

“Hey, where you’ve been?” I asked him calmly just opening my door. He doesn’t even look at me and then shuts the door loudly behind. I made a face wondering why he just did that for. Maybe he got dumped this time? If he went with someone while I was gone... I really can’t trust him to be alone. So I go at the front door and try to open the door but it’s locked.

“Okay, you want to tell me why you slammed the door like that?” I asked upset.

“Fuck you bitch,” Damon called. My eye twitched filled with anger. He better is talking to somebody on the phone and not me.

“Okay...” I dragged the word “You want to open the door?” There was silence on the other side. Now, I was getting really ticked off that he wasn’t answering to me. Of course he did something last night since he didn’t come back until morning! Then I still wait outside waiting him to open the door. He’s making me wait...just like that day at the restaurant. After a few more minutes I have to give another try. If that won’t work, I’ll break in!

“Damon...Open the door...! We’ve still got to go to school you know,” I yelled out hoping he’d get his ass out and go to school. Who wanted to go to school anyway? We should anyway... I’m lucky I even got into this school. As soon as getting suspended is finished I’d have to back into my old one. Then he opens the door but just brushes past me.

“What is your problem? I am trying to be nice for once and you’re being an ass all over again?” I snapped. He then turned his head and looked at me with pure hate in his eyes. They were filled with complete betrayal as if he wanted to kill me off like he would do it with those other guys. He just walked down stairs and into the kitchen. The cook made something for him and it made me frustrated that he wouldn’t answer anything. Then Damon had made his way to the movie theatre. Then I had to go after him and drag him to school if I had too. My job was also to babysit him. Then I walked behind him and pulled him back.

“We have to go,” I told him calmly. He turns around with a rude smile.

“You want to touch me again?” He snapped letting go of my grip. This all confused me as I looked over at Damon. Why was did he have such a bad temper? He looked really mad. Mad enough to pull out a gun and shoot.