It hurts sometimes,
Feeling the pain of hate and being rejected,
I hate it.
Life has gotten better,
But then usually it turns ugly again.
Someday....
Someday I will get better.
Someday I'm going fo look back at this and laugh at myself for how stupid I was.
Someday I'll have a family.
Someday I'll be living.
But for now I'll stick to just surviving,
And slowly work my way up to living.