I finally know..
I know what's wrong with me,
It's not the cutting,
Or the suicidal thoughts.
It's all of the people tearing out the pages.
The pages of me.
And I finally realize this because of a book.
We read this as a class, and it has a meaning really deep.
It follows a boy, in the 1960's who has an abusive dad, a brother in Vietnam. He moved to Marysville and hates it, but connects to a series of drawing. He goes on a mission to make the book whole again.
And every mean person to him ripped a page out of him. And that's when I realized, I'm the same way.
We are all a book.
But some aren't whole.
Like me.
Now that I know,
What's making me incomplete...
I'm going to become whole again.
And nothing is going to stop me...
Yes, I'll have obstacles in my path but I'll fight for what I want now.
I wrote a story for a project, and if you guys want I'll write it out for you..
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Your all beautiful little munchkins! (The book is Okay For Now by: Gary Paulson) I think..
Love ya!
Emma ♡
