Dear 'Mom',
Look what you did to me. Your only child, the only piece of dad you had left. Why did you hate me so much? I am Permanently Damaged I am hurt, I have scars all down my wrists from you. You pounded into my head that I was worthless, I was unloved,nobody cared. The worst mistake I ever made was I believed you.
I have always been known to 'The girl with scars' or 'The girl who was abused'. I never asked for that. You will never be in my life EVER again. I HATE YOU! Schools about to start again...And guess what I just lost someone again because YOU pushed me into being depressed. School is going to be hell without my best friend. She left because she was tired of seeing me be depressed and me coming to her.
Yes she left because she got Tired of listening.After 4 years I'm tired of me too.
Sometimes I lay in bed at night just thinking how much things would be better if I was gone. It is hard to push those kind of thoughts away. I truly love myself but sometimes I have to stop trying and give myself a break. Those days are the worst I don't leave my room,but the thing is my family understands.
You didn't, you never will. I hate you from the bottom of my heart and I never want to see you ever again.
~Emma
