Okay,
let me tell you,
things I get called,
What people text me,
Is sickening,
Absolutely sickening.
Here let me tell you somethings they say,
"Go kill yourself"
"I hope one day you cut so deep, you bleed out"
"Cutter"
"Nobody wants you here"
"Your just a waste of space"
"Go hang yourself"
"Nobody wants you here"
"Friendless suicidal little bitch"
"Kill yourself"
"We all hate you"
"Why are you still even here?"
"Alexis is only your friend because your parents pay her"(This pushed me over the edge)
"Your parents probably felt sorry for your depressed ass that they had to take you in."
These are only a few, I get these messages on an everyday basis.
I showed Alexis them and she told me this,
"At least if your adopted,
Your parents absolutely wanted you."
Think about it though, if my parents didn't want me why would they go through the hassle of adoption?
My parents truly do love me and I know that but people's harm comments kill me inside.
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Thank you for reading! I love you all, when you read and comment it makes me feel like someone cares. Starting this book was probably the best thing I have ever done in my whole life. It lets me let out my emotions and people message me, asking me if I'm okay, and people telling me to get better.
THANK YOU ALL!
You guys have a large part in my broken heart.
Love ya,
Emma♡
