It's hard to watch someone go through the pain and struggles, I had and still am fighting.You guys may not realize for awhile now I've been fighting myself again.
I can't sleep, the thoughts that swarm my head are so awful, and I hate myself everyday for being this way but I can't do anything about it. I'm trying, I just can't....
Then, watching one of my classmates go down this path is heartbreaking. She isn't really my 'friend' but I'm trying to help her, but how can I help her when I can't help myself? I found one of her notes today. It was scary, what she wrote about herself.
How she wanted to harm herself, and make herself suffer. What's bad is she's already tried...twice. And honestly a couple times, I've felt the same way.
Depression is a monster killing from the inside out.
You think know me, trust me...you don't.
