This is MY story of how I was abused by my mom and put me through complete hell. I have massive depression even if you think im strong I'm not.
It all started when I was 4 my dad passed away.
It killed my mom.
She blamed me for killing him even though I only was 4 and couldn't possibly kill anyone.
After just simple "go to your room Emma!" Every night came the abuse.
She hit and kicked me until I bled every night.
I would never sleep.
I was always was scared that she would kill me.
Even to this day I am scared shitless of her coming back.
The abuse continued until I was 9 then I was free.
I was put into foster care but nobody wanted me so I tried to commit suicide.
Yes, this fun loving person you think I am ,well she has a whole other side.
I had tried to drown myself.
My foster mother came and saved me from my attempt.
After 2 years of foster care I met my one and forever home.
On October 12th, 2013 I was adopted by my forever dad and mom Michael, and Renae.
I also joined the sibling pack of Luke and Paige.
I have been treated as family and I couldn't ever be more grateful to them.
But here's the thing, I have major depression.
I have cut before (I haven't done it for 4 months)
I have tried to commit suicide(about 9 months ago)
But right now I am having major problems with family and that fear of my mom coming back will be the death of me.
I love my life I really do,
But
Every
G I R L
Has
A
D A R K S I D E
And my dark side shows more than my good side.
I'm staying strong! I will forever! I W O N T G I V E UP!
