My Story

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This is MY story of how I was abused by my mom and put me through complete hell. I have massive depression even if you think im strong I'm not.

It all started when I was 4 my dad passed away.

It killed my mom.

She blamed me for killing him even though I only was 4 and couldn't possibly kill anyone.

After just simple "go to your room Emma!" Every night came the abuse.

She hit and kicked me until I bled every night.

I would never sleep.

I was always was scared that she would kill me.

Even to this day I am scared shitless of her coming back.

The abuse continued until I was 9 then I was free.

I was put into foster care but nobody wanted me so I tried to commit suicide.

Yes, this fun loving person you think I am ,well she has a whole other side.

I had tried to drown myself.

My foster mother came and saved me from my attempt.

After 2 years of foster care I met my one and forever home.

On October 12th, 2013 I was adopted by my forever dad and mom Michael, and Renae.

I also joined the sibling pack of Luke and Paige.

I have been treated as family and I couldn't ever be more grateful to them.

But here's the thing, I have major depression.

I have cut before (I haven't done it for 4 months)

I have tried to commit suicide(about 9 months ago)

But right now I am having major problems with family and that fear of my mom coming back will be the death of me.

I love my life I really do,

But

Every

G I R L

Has

A

D A R K S I D E

And my dark side shows more than my good side.

I'm staying strong! I will forever! I W O N T G I V E UP!





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